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I’ll take any amount of time I get with him no matter how small, it’s better than nothing. After all his father already informed me of his plans with him.
At the hotel, we go in through the back entrance. Arriving at the sumptuous suite that resembled a perfectly decorated high-rise apartment. I see the table is set for two. Happiness hit, and I decided to dress and clean myself up.
We take our seats just as the server comes out to serve steak, veggies, and rice. Turns out I’m hungry. I devoured the food in silence, keeping my focus on the food. I don’t know what to say to him. We haven’t talked in three years though he still owned my thoughts and dreams.
“How have you been, Jade?” His voice breaks through the silence of cutlery sounds.
I briefly glance at him “Pretty good, school is kicking my butt, I’m managing not to drown.” I answer staring at my cut pieces of meat. Like they are test answers
“Any boyfriend?” he asks casually, my eyes flicks to him. I wish to lie so he doesn’t see I’ve been pinning for him.Shakara (pose) a little as Titowould say, but I don’t want to play hard to get or a game of push and pull. The desire for him has been ringing and buzzing loud and far too long in my being and right now, I know all I get is a little time what’s the point in wasting the time with unnecessary pride. Now is the time to cease the moment or forever walk away.
“None yet, I guess I’m a bit boring for most college guys,” I lie. A few guys have asked me out,I’ve kissed a fewbut I’ve gently turned down a request for a second date.My heart wants you; it still desires to tango with you, Naseer.
“Good,” he says. He’s smiling about my zero-boyfriend status. I’m a bit ticked I would like to tell him my lack of a boyfriend isn’t a lack of possible suitors; it is more along the lines of me comparing every guy to him and they never measure up. None of them could cocoon me with their eyes or make me laugh even when I’m sad. I didn’t feel a sense of protection with any of them. As annoying as he can be when he releases his evil twin. I know he won’t harm me. I glare at him as he grins with confidence that I would like to wipe off his face.
“How have you been, Prince Naseer?” I ask in an even tone much as I would like to wipe that grin off his face.
“We are alone, Jade” I know we are but calling him Prince Naseer has always been my shield wall. It helps my mind to remember who is in what lane, but my dreadful heart doesn’t care about my walls. It wants what it wants.
“How have you been, Naseer?” I ask again.
“Missing you daily and making a herculean effort to stay away from you because it feels worse when you don’t return my calls or respond to my texts. Not to mention the fact you left Rhanaz without saying goodbye.”
“I wasn’t sure you wanted to hear from me.” I know that’s a lie, but it rolls off my tongue.
“I’m sure no sane person would keep calling or texting someone they didn’t want to talk to. I guess my question is why you have ignored all my calls and texts?” He leans forward, his eyes challenging me. I’m sure he knows the answer yet, he wants me to voice it.The truth is that I promised not to speak with you.
“I felt it best for us to sever all ties. After all, I don’t fit into your lifestyle or your side of the lane.” I didn’t want to say the latter but it’s also the truth. He gives a sad chuckle.
“All I know is, I want you Jade and I do not care if you fit into my lifestyle if we fit. The real question is do you, Jade, want me?”
I hesitate, lowering my eyes, not wanting him to see how much my whole being craved him. He sits back waiting as the air thickens, my mind filled with conflicting emotions because of the promise I made. I’ve always wanted him though I’m not sure when it happened. Was it when we laughed or when we sat in comfortable silence, or when we fought or was it the first time I laid eyes on him? All I know is I’ve craved him for a while now and the shit ain’t going away. I answer, “Yes.”
“Look at me, Jade, and tell me you want me.” I look deeply into those gray eyes that always suck me in. I can feel desire emanating from those eyes in waves. I can’t hide anymore. I look straight at him. My wants and cravings are all I see. “I want you,” I reply not blinking, not hiding. I’m exposed.
“Good, because I think we have danced around our desire for each other long enough.” I nod in agreement. “The wait has been killing me,” he continues. “I must warn you, there’s no turning back once we have each other. Are you sure you are ready Jade?” His eyes doesn't leave mine.
“I’m ready and I understand,” I say, taming my excitement. I almost want to jump on a chair shoutingyes, yes, I’m ready.
He pushes the chair back and puts his hands out to me. I put my hand in his, following as he leads to the bedroom. I should be nervous but I’m not. It’s certainly a large room with a king-size bed and white linen. It just had to be white to show, I’m no longer a virgin. He goes to sit on the edge of the bed. Taking his shoes and pants off without taking his eyes off me.
Boxers and unbuttons shirts remain. I remain standing staring at him. His erection staring right back at me “Undress for me Jade.” he says. It isn’t a question.
I slowly and teasingly take my shoes off,yes, I’ve learned a few things from Maureenthen my blouse. my skirt and tights. I’m down to my underwear. Our eyes do not waver from each other. I unhook my bra and slowly take it off. Releasing my throbbing hardened nipples. He groans. I push my panties down and kick them off. His manhood looks like it is about to burst out of that underwear.
I have never felt more desired. From the way, his eyes are caressing me. He’s the first man to see me naked and I don’t feel an iota of shame in his presence. The air barely cools the heat radiating between us. There’s no denying my wanting him.
He moves slowly to me, gently touches my face, then moves down to my neck, down to my nipples and navel. He stops. I want to scream. He circles my back. Starts to run his hand again. My body is insanely awakened to his touch.Kiss me now please,I want to scream. He’s circling and touching me like he’s doing a slow sensual forensic inspection of my body. He is in front of me and stops touching me.
“You, my lady, are beautiful,” he says. I don’t reply all I want is his hand back on my body and the desire to kiss him is killing me slowly.
Almost like he can read my mind, his hand is back gently roaming my body, I’m about to lose my shit and jump him, he knows his touch is sending waves through my body and he’s purposely teasing me.
“Once we have each other Jade you will be mine only” I nod. “I need you to say, you are mine” I swallow the massive lump in my throat.
“I’m yours,” I say without question.
“You belong to me; Jade and I belong to you.” He says it’s the next step, but it’s a hard one for me to process.
