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"Why did you stop?" I question, mystified.
"I don't like seeing you in pain," Nate says as he leans in and kisses the tip of my nose.
"But I don't want you to stop," I pout.
I see him reach for the pink bag, probably looking for something else that might help. "What's this?" I hear him ask. It's only at that moment that I remember that the vibrator Riley brought is still in the box.Shit, I never took it out. "Don't open that!" I shriek, trying to snatch the box back, but it's too late. He has already opened it and is staring at the small, silver device.
"Now, has my beautiful Bella been a bad girl when I wasn't around?'' Nate grins mischievously.
"Um, no, it was a joke gift; I've never used it," I say, hiding my head sheepishly under the pillow in embarrassment.
I assume he's putting it back because I can feel the bed dip as he moves. But before I can lift my head to look, I hear,or should I say, feel,the vibration.
He places the small device against my opening, and I instinctively stiffen, preparing myself for the inevitable pain. "Don't panic, princess," Nate soothes as he begins kissing me again while placing it against my opening. A moan escapes me and is muffled by his own mouth as I feel him push it further inside.
"How does that feel?" he whispers as he puts wet kisses along my neck. I try to reply, but all that comes out is a whimper. He begins moving it in and out slowly so that he's using it to fuck me. It's painful at first, but the vibration soon eases the pain, and I start to feel pleasure. I can't help but moan and scream as the vibration and pressure increase. I feel Nate press his tip against my entrance, but my body is too busy trying to control the shaking to register the pain.
I feel himpush in deeper as he removes the device from inside and begins using it on the spot where his thumb was earlier. Icry out and jolt in shock, and without meaning to, I push myself much further onto Nate. "Fuck!" I scream as the pain shoots through me, and I close my eyes tightly.
"Almost there, baby, just relax," Nate reassures me. I feel him thrust one last time until our bodies are connected. "You're doing so well baby, you feel amazing wrapped around me," he soothes as he kisses me, being careful not to move inside me.
The pain soon subsides, and I un-scrunch my eyes, opening them to look directly into my favorite ice blues. "Are you ready?" Nate questions before slowly moving in and out of me.It was definitely worse the first time he tried, but now it's not so bad... wait, that feels good... damn, that feels so good… fuck!
Nate increases his pace and pushes against me faster and faster. I hear the slapping of our bodies as our pubic bones bump against each other again and again. I feel myself building and building and building.Damn, how does each orgasm get better than the last?
I hear Nate cry out as his body crashes against mine. He rests his head on mine, and I feel how wet his forehead is from sweating. We remain locked in an embrace, feeling each other's hearts pounding against our chests, until he slides out, standing up to remove and dispose of the condom. He joins me back in bed, but I'm still a hot, sweaty mess.
"How do you feel, Bella?" he asks, pulling me into his arms so I can lean my head against his bare chest.
"Thoroughly fucked," I laugh, "but very sore."
Nate picks me up and carries me back into the shower again. I barely have the strength to stand, but he holds me up. He attentively washes me with the water and a small towel he found. I notice the washcloth is covered in blood and panic.
"It's okay, baby girl; it's normal," he says. I'm almost angry that he knows this, but then again, he might have just heard it from friends. After all, I discussed this with mine. I'd be naive to believe he never asked them for advice. He cleans me thoughtfully, then leads me back to the bedroom. When I see the bed, I cringe because it looks like a mini murder scene. The once cream-colored blanket is now a mixture of red and pink stains.
" You go get something to eat. I'll get this out," he says, slapping me on the butt as he ushers me out the door.
I put the lasagna in the oven and make us both something to drink before returning to Nate, who is on his knees in the bathroom washing the sheets in the tub. As far as I can see, most of the stains are coming out.
"How did you know to do that?" I ask as I move to sit on the edge of the bathtub.
"It's not the first time I've had to get blood out of bedding." Nate shrugs absentmindedly.
He must see my face drop as he quickly adds, "No, no, Bella, that came out wrong. It's not what you think," he declares as he drops the bedding and turns his body so he can wrap his hands around the back of my knees, grabbing hold of my legs and placing his head in my lap. "I wasn't lying when I said I've never touched any other girl but you, my sweet, sweet girl."
My heart swells with so much love and joy. My nerves are immediately squashed by his words and I know he's telling me the truth. He's gripping me so tightly as if he's terrified, I'm going to bolt at any moment, even though I'm sitting in nothing but a towel.
"You met my father. It was normal for either us or him to end up battered and bloody, and as the youngest, it was my job to clean up. I could clean blood out of my clothes before I could read," Nate says sadly, and I immediately feel guilty for jumping to conclusions out of my own insecurities.Sometimes I forget how awful Nate's childhood really was.
***
We have dinner together and then watch TV for a while.
"I love you so much, '' I say, as I curl into him with my legs sprawled over his lap.
"I love you more," Nate replies as he kisses my head.
Tilting my head and reaching for his face, I kiss him properly. Nate lifts me off him gently and uses his body to push me onto the sofa. Before I know it, I'm on my back, my legs instantly parting to allow him to kneel between them as we continue our kiss. Nate begins kissing my collar bone, and I feel my body begin to tingle in response. Nate sees the goosebumps appear as I see a small smirk form on his lips before he makes his way down to my breasts and begins to kiss and suck them.
