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He can tell I’m on the edge so starts talking. “First, I am not in a three-way relationship with Sasha and Dani, and nor would I ever be into one. I would never share the woman I love with anyone. Let’s understand that right from the start.” I feel like that was meant for me, and the way he’s looking at me pierces my soul.
“Yes, I knew that Sasha and Dani were girlfriends and in a committed relationship. They have been since before we were married.”
“What the…” I can’t get the last word out, with his finger on my lips.
“Shh, remember, quiet until the end.” I gulp down my words which is proving harder than I thought. So many questions.
“I have never been in an intimate— or any other sort—of relationship with Sasha. Our marriage is purely on paper and was for the convenience of us both.” His words are slowing down a little now and he’s looking at me to gauge my reaction to all of this. At the moment, there’s just confusion, lots and lots of confusion.
“I know you are wondering why I would do that, why would I put my life on hold, but the answer is simple. You.” His hand comes up and caresses my cheek. I literally can’t breathe with him this close and his touch of fire on me. “It’s only ever been you, Natalie Lane.” His voice softens as his lips get closer. “If I couldn’t have you, then I wasn’t having anyone. The marriage gave me the cover I needed.” I’m panting little breaths trying to stay with him and not pass out. His lips are no more than a finger’s distance from mine when he whispers the last part he needs to tell me, so I know this is all okay. “I talked with Sasha. We are getting a divorce ASAP. I want you, Nat, and I’m not taking no for an answer this time.”
I don’t know if it’s the whirlwind of everything he has just said, the fireworks that have always been between us, or that I’m just too tired to fight this crazy pull we have, but I let go.
My lips hit his with the force of a hurricane unleashing. My head is cradled so tightly in his hand and his other wrapping around my back. It’s like tasting that forbidden fruit, the one you have looked at and longed for, for so long. Our lips slide over each other’s, like they are meant to be together, his tongue probing for me to open up to him. And as I surrender to him, gently, he lays me back on the bed and moves his body over mine. His tongue now takes a taste and discovers every part of my mouth. I can’t stop myself, with my hands wrapping around him and finding every muscle on his back and memorizing how it feels. I erase every memory I had from all those years ago and replace them with the upgraded totally sexed-up ones.
Breaking apart for air, I’m sweating all over from the hotness that is Jordan.
“She won’t make it hard, like the divorce, you promise? You know I can’t be the one to break up a marriage, fake or not.”
“You’re not breaking us up. Me and Sasha are both finally choosing our own happiness.” The trust I have always felt from him is plastered all over his face. “As for making it hard, no. Sasha is not making me hard. You, on the other hand, rock fucking solid! Fucking unicorns, do you know how much they turn me on?” He uses his raspy tone that almost makes me combust on the spot.
“What?” My lusty brain is having trouble understanding if that’s sarcasm or the real deal.
“You had them on that night at my college dorm room, and it’s all I’ve been dreaming about since then. I didn’t think you would still wear them. Yet here you are, just for me, hot and horny.” His hand slides down my neck as he starts kissing me on the other side. It almost feels like he’s feasting on my skin, and the tingles have me letting out a mewl like a cat being stroked. Then his hand wraps around my breast and gives it a firm squeeze. My body arches off the bed, wanting more, so much more. Horny is an understatement to what I am right now.
His name falls smoothly off my lips like honey. I can hardly even speak, his touch takes that ability away from me.
“I can’t believe I have you here. It’s all my fantasies crashing together. You, in my home, and my lips devouring every part of you. The only problem is the fucking unicorns are in the way. Now that I’ve had a taste, I want it all.” His hand ventures under my top and it’s the last thing that pushes me past any rational thought.
I know I should stop him and ask more questions, but I just can’t. For years I have put myself last and let the world have Jordan. It’s my turn. I don’t know how the hell I’ll be able to do this, but nothing good ever comes from things being easy. I’ve made it far from easy for him, so now it’s time to try to work out what we both want. Not just the sex, although right now, that’s all I want. Everything else, I can’t even think about yet. My brain is on an overload of pleasure, hot orgasm-building pleasure.
“Oh fuck.” The words rush from me as his hand glides straight past the elastic of my shorts and panties. Taking no prisoners, he pushes down firmly on my sex, and I want to explode.
“Yeah, that’s right, I want to fuck you so hard right now. All this time you have been so close yet so far.”
“Mmmm, oh my… oh, I can’t…” My body is betraying me. I want more, so much more, but I can’t hold the euphoric feeling that is racing me over the edge.
“Yes, you can. I heard you do it without me, right here, screaming my name. I want to see your face when you scream with my name on your lips!”
There is no need for him to beg, it’s already the only word coming out of my mouth.
“Joorrrddaannn.” Panting, the orgasm keeps rushing to the end of every limb in my body. He’s not giving up and keeps pushing me to orgasm again on top of the first rush, by plunging his finger inside and finger-fucking me way past any control I thought I had. I’m struck by tingles and electrical pulses like I’ve never had before. Gone is the young college guy I knew and bring on this sexy-as-fuck man who wants to claim me.
Claim away, I’ve given up fighting you off.
I’m ready for you to take me, body and soul.
Oh, and my heart, but you’ve always had that!
ChapterTwenty-Two
JORDAN
Heaven, I’m in pure heaven.
It’s the only way I can describe how I feel.
But I’m also in a whole world of pain, needing to release. It’s been so long, years since I haven’t had to use my own hand. My time is short, but I want more. No, Ineedmore, desperately.
