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He winks at me, then proceeds to pull my jeans down my body. He leaves my panties on and takes a bite of my thigh. I look down at him, more turned on than I’ve ever felt. I need his touch like I need my next breath, and he is driving me wild right now.

“Shane, I need you,” I say in a whisper, but it sounds like a plea at this point.

He gives me that smirk but doesn’t do anything to answer my request.

“Oh, my sweet Becs, I’m going to cherish this body right now because it’s just the two of us, and I need to savor you while I can.”

He brings his ascent toward my abdomen, trailing kisses along the way. Each kiss feels like a jolt of electricity moving across my skin. He and I are magnetic, and the charge between us brings me alive. I try moving so I can sit up and wrap myself around him, but he puts his strong hand against my chest, keeping me on my back, torturing me while I await more from his body against mine.

Soon he’s trailing kisses down my lower abdomen, and he starts to say, “I want to kiss every little mark on this body that signifies the life you brought into this world while I was away. You are remarkable, Becs, and you should be loved wholeheartedly. I love all the changes that have touched your body because they are signs that you carried our love with you throughout the years.”

He finally begins to pull my underwear down, still too slow for my liking, and the moment he has them completely off, he brings his face to my center. I can feel his breaths taunting me as each part of my body is on fire for him.

He looks up at me.

“Becs, look at me.”

I comply and am immediately rewarded with his tongue on my center. My head falls back and the moan I let out is loud and raw. Every bit of him that I feel lights me on fire, and I need him more with each touch. Soon, though, I feel his absence as he pulls away.

I look down, whimpering as I do.

“I told you to look at me while I’m eating you out. This is my pussy and no one else's. Do you understand, sweetheart?”

I nod, eager to get him back to where he was, capturing me and taking me toward my ecstasy. He obliges and returns to my center. I keep my eyes focused so that he doesn’t lose connection with me due to my need to lay back and sink deeper into this euphoric feeling of Shane taking over my body.

Soon enough, I lose control, my hips moving as he strokes me with his tongue, and I feel my orgasm take over. He is relentless, taking over my body in a way I never thought possible.

I see stars and when I blink my eyes open, he’s there. Somewhere along the way, he took his clothes off, while I lay there half-dressed.

“I think you need to catch up,” he says to me while pulling my top over my head. Soon we are skin to skin, and I can’t keep my hands off the hard planes of muscle across his chest and abdomen.

I graze my fingers across his tattoo that reminds him of me and kiss his inked skin. Soon my hands are moving lower, the destination reached when I grab his hard cock and begin to stroke.

Shane is soon closing his eyes, mumbling, “Fuck, Becs, I need to be inside you.”

I keep up with my strokes, taunting him the way he did me for a bit, but soon, our desire wins out and he positions himself at my entrance. The moment I feel his crown begin to enter, I grab his face and kiss him, hard. I taste me on his lips and it drives me wild. I don’t want this to be slow between us. I need him fast and hard. He can tell I’m desperate for him.

The moment he’s fully seated inside me, I feel complete. He’s the missing link in my soul. Without him, I could walk this world, but I was always feeling incomplete in some way. Now I can tell how much my life was lacking without him by my side. He begins to move, and I feel waves of pleasure all around me.

I feel like each touch with his lips ignites something inside me, and each pump of his cock wakes up a part of me that has been dormant for too long. We are wild for one another tonight, and the way he’s moving in and out of me shows how much he needs me as much as I need him.

“Fuck, Shane. Harder. Please, fuck me harder.”

“Come for me again, Becs. I want to feel you strangle my cock.”

Those words take me over the edge, and I explode. It feels as if all my emotions are rising to the surface with my orgasm. I’m panting, trying to even my breaths while also savoring the feel of him as he follows with his own release. I feel him come inside me, and he begins to slow his movements as I relish the feeling of him connected to me for a little longer.

After we’ve cleaned up, we are laying with my head on his chest, feeling his breaths move my head up and down. They’re even and calm. We’re both basking in this moment, feeling complete in so many ways. So much has led to this moment, and I am absorbing everything that has happened in the short time we’ve been reunited. I look up at him, my chin resting over his heart. His eyes are slits, fighting sleep, and nearly succumbing to slumber.

“I love you, Shane. I hope you know, my heart has always belonged to you.” I mean it. As much as I learned to love Hudson, no love is as earth-shattering as the one I felt to my core with Shane. My love for him never had to be learned, it was always part of the fabric of my soul.

ChapterThirty-Four

REBECCA

Present Day

Once we’re back in New York, I feel like life goes full steam ahead. Work is nonstop, and I feel like I am struggling to take a moment for myself. Each second of the day is consumed by my patients and children. But on those rare occasions where I’m not called in for a delivery, or my kids are off at a friend’s house or with Hudson, Shane and I steal those uninterrupted moments to simply connect, together.

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