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“I never come with penetration,” she says, winded.
“You’ve never been with me,” I claim, but then I realize I’m missing one big detail. “Fuck.”
She looks puzzled. “What?”
Rummaging through the nightstand, I mutter, “Condom.”
McKay reaches for the condom in my hand. She opens the foil and is about to roll it along my length when I stop her.
“Why not?”
“If you touch me, this is over before we even start.”
She hands it to me, propping herself on her elbows as she watches me roll on the condom. I kneel on the bed, in front of her and part her legs, holding my cock, and place it right at her entrance. Slowly, I sink inch by inch inside her. She feels so fucking incredible. She’s a different kind of woman. A woman who listens to me and is willing to share who she is with me. I can’t explain what I feel for her because the insatiable need to devour her increases the closer I get. There are so many feelings floating around us and inside me.
Her hazel eyes lock with mine, our hearts pounding out a frantic rhythm in tandem. I drive into her urgently, seeking her release, desperate to watch her come undone. The pressure builds within me, but I hold back my own climax through sheer will, determined to bring her over the edge first.
I feel her inner muscles fluttering around me, her breath catching on increasingly loud moans. She trembles and shakes right on the precipice. With one final deep thrust, she shatters, crying out her ecstasy. I capture her mouth in a searing kiss, swallowing her sounds of pleasure.
It’s not a gentle kiss.
I’m branding her, possessing her, making her irrevocably mine.
As our tongues collide, I’m overwhelmed by an intoxicating mix of emotions—lust, passion, and something far more dangerous I refuse to name.
I pour all of it into the kiss, losing myself completely. And as I pull away just enough to catch my breath, I realize, with a shattering clarity, that by making her mine, I’ve willingly become hers.
The realization sinks into my bones and deep in my soul as my own delayed climax finally crashes over me. I break the kiss, pressing my forehead to hers, our panting breaths intermingling.
No words are needed.
What we’ve shared transcends anything that can be said.
But soon, she’ll be leaving, returning to her world while I remain in mine. I don’t want to be another who tries to change her path. And yet, it’s fucking terrifying realizing that I did something so stupid and beautiful.
I fell for her.
Can I simply enjoy what we have without wanting more? It’s a risk, letting someone in so deeply. But as I gaze into her eyes, I know—she’s already demolished my walls. This amazing, maddening woman has consumed me, heart and soul.
And in the end, I’ll have to let her go.
ChapterFourteen
Bishop
We make lovea couple more times before we fall asleep. The next morning I wake to find McKay still cradled in my arms. I hold her gently, not wanting to disturb her peaceful sleep.
As I watch her, I can’t help imagining a life where she stays here with me. It’d be blissful at first, but soon the boredom and restlessness would set in for someone like her. There’s not much to hold someone like McKay long term in a small town like this.
Eventually, she’d resent me for keeping her from the fast-paced life she’s used to. She’d leave without a backwards glance, while I’m left picking up the pieces of my foolish heart.
McKay stirs, pressing soft kisses along my jaw. “What are you thinking?” she murmurs sleepily.
I capture her lips desperately, wishing I could freeze this moment, the raw vulnerability in me rising to the surface. A part of me wants to plead with her not to go, to whisper that I’m slowly, inevitably falling for her.
More like I’m falling madly in love with the way she smiles when the autumn wind playfully tosses her hair, casting hazelnut streaks across her face. As she laughs because she’s enjoying being herself, unburdened and unmasked. I’m falling for the impossible, and there’s no way I can stop my heart and my soul from something that feels like madness. She’s so out of reach.
In this very moment, I want to tell her that I hope she falls. No, it’s more than a wish. It’s a profound need for her to fall. Tumble into this feeling.
