Page 116 of My Bully's Love


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“Okay, baby, scoot over. I’m going to drive.”

He confuses me, but I do as he says and climb over the center to the passenger seat. He jogs back to his house and isn’t even gone long before he comes back out carrying a manilla envelope. Once he has the driver’s seat to the position that he wants it, he gets in and hands me the envelope.

“I want you to read through that and check off what it tells you to.”

“What is this?” I ask when I pull out a small packet of some sort.

“It’s the limits list. If we are going to do this, I need to know what your limits are, Precious.”

“I don’t care what you need to do, just take the pain away.” My voice raises, and he literally growls at me.

“Do you want to say that again, but without the attitude? Better yet, don’t repeat it, because that won’t be happening. It’s not the way it goes, and not the way I do things, now fill out the packet, Precious, and no more back talk.”

“Yes, Sir…I’m sorry.”

“Thank you,” he says, “That’s much better. I understand that you are hurting and not thinking straight, but that doesn’t give you cause to take it out on me, especially when you came to me for help.”

“You’re right, Sir, I’m sorry.” And I am. I never meant to raise my voice to him, it just sort of happened. Elise has me all out of sorts with my feelings, and now I need something that is going to help take my mind off everything.

Looking through the lists, I automatically scratch out cutting, piercing, and body modification, as well as breath play. As I get deeper into the lists, I also cross off bodily fluids and functions…like, what the heck? Animal roleplay? I’ve heard of it, but I’m not about to crawl around and act like an animal…nope, definitely not. The list goes on, and even though there are quite a few that are hard limits, there is a large amount listed that are soft, because they seem very interesting. By the time we reach our destination, I have completed the list and look up. The Training Center looms in front of us, and an excited chill runs through me.

Before I can get out of the car, Jace grips my arm, “One moment, Precious. I have something for you.” He reaches into his back pocket and pulls out a long thin box.

I take it from his hand and open it. A gasp bursts free when I see the black leather collar, with a soft inner lining of red faux fur for comfort. There are small loops around it so he can attach me to whatever he wants. Another heart dangles in the front, only it doesn’t have a lock on it, instead, it has the name Precious engraved on the front of the heart, and on the back it, has Owned by Master Jace engraved on it. I can’t keep the smile off my face as I hold it out for him to take and put it on me.

Once my new play collar is securedright above my silver chain collar, he lifts my chin with his forefinger, “You remember that we are strictly Dom and sub once we step foot into the facility, right?”

“Yes, Sir.”

“Good girl,” He caresses my cheek, “Let’s go play then.”

Jace brings me to the same room as last time as he explains that it rarely gets used and that we shouldn’t be bothered here. I don’t need him to tell me what I need to do as soon as we step into the room. I strip down, fold my clothes and place them on the chair by the door. I then go to the center of the room and kneel in the Nadu pose and wait. In the meantime, Jace has taken up the other chair in the room and is sitting back with one leg placed over his other knee as he goes through my limits.

When he glances up at me waiting, he gives me a small smile and beckons me over to him. Instructing me to kneel at his feet, I drop down and lean my head against the thigh that is resting on the other. His hand goes straight to my head, and he begins to run his fingers through my hair continuously while reading my answers.

“You no longer have the whip under any limits…how come?” His voice is low and husky.

“Because Sir. I need to feel pain, and I know that the whip will hurt.”

He shakes his head, “That’s not how we are going to do things, Precious,” He lifts a pen and makes a little note on the paper, “I will put it under your soft limits and one day we will try it, but not today. I can give you what you need without going straight to what used to be a hard limit for you just a few days ago.” He places his hand under my chin, and makes me look him in the eye, ”We will not disregard your concerns on certain limits just because you want to hurt. You are not in the right headspace to make that decision, so I will. Do you understand?”

“But…” I start until his look turns to his stern one in warning, “Yes, Sir. I understand.” I say instead.

“Good girl,” He goes back to reviewing the papers, and soon after, I hear a soft chuckle and glance up at him, “I see you crossed off animal play, but I think you would make the most adorable kitten.” He taps my nose with his finger.

His compliment gives me tingles, but it doesn’t matter, “I’m just not a fan of crawling around or eating out of a bowl like an animal, Sir.”

“You are perfectly fine, Precious. I’m not huge into that fetish, anyway. It doesn’t mean that I wouldn’t think you would make a good pet. You are very well behaved for being a new sub. Seeing a tail plug in your ass wouldn’t be hard on my eyes neither.” He grins and I can’t help but chuckle.

Just being with Jace is helping my mood, he always knows how to lift my spirits, he always has as we were growing up. Now, though, I need more. I need him to hurt me in the most delicious way that I know he can. More and more I am believing that things have happened the way they were supposed to. It sucks that I lost my best friend for two years, but in return, I not only got him back, but I also got someone who will take care of me and love me the way I need to be loved.

I’ve been absent-mindedly caressing his calf the whole time I’ve been inside my own head and now he’s resituated himself, because I must be turning him on. A thought crosses my mind and I kneel up straighter to look up at my handsome Dom.

“Master Jace,” I address softly and wait until he looks at me, “Can I help you out while you finish going through my limits?” I glance at the bulge I’ve created between his legs.

He bites his bottom lip and smiles, “If you ask me correctly, then I may give you permission.”

Hmph, he knows I don’t like asking it so crudely, but this is just another way for him to break me of the habit of being shy, “May I suck your cock for you, Sir?”

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