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“What’s four years, Jace?”
“It’s four years without having you with me, Ella.”
“We still have a lot to talk about before we settle on what we are to each other.” She doesn’t look at me when she says this, and her voice lowers a bit, but I still hear her clearly.
“I know what you are to me, Ella. You’re mine, I’ve told you this.” I don’t say it how I usually say it, because I don’t want to ruin the mood that we are both in, but I have to remind her of this every chance I get, hoping it gets through her head, “I know what I want, and I know what you want, but I can’t make you be with me. All I can do is keep reminding you that you belong to me, even if you don’t agree yet. I’ll be here waiting, because I know that I caused you to lose trust in me, but you are well worth the wait, Ella.”
“Jace, I really don’t know what to say…”
“You don’t have to say anything until you’re ready. You never did answer my question about me visiting you, so I can only assume that you not answering is the answer.” I take in the way she looks right now, because after tonight I will not bother her again until she can decide for herself, “Goodbye, Ella. Thank you for tonight, the ball is in your court now. All I can do is hope that it bounces back to mine someday.”
With one last glance at her, I end the video chat and toss my phone aside. It’s almost two in the morning but I need to shower and get my spunk off myself. I’m also needing to clear my mind. Oh, who the fuck am I kidding, the only thing the shower spray is doing is hiding the few tears that I’m allowing to fall. I feel like I’m losing her and there isn’t anything I can do about it.
Over the next few weeks, I throw myself into my schoolwork and applying to more colleges. Covering all my bases, I even apply to the University in Connecticut just in case Ella decides that she wants to give us a try. When I’m not working on school stuff, though, you can find me at the training center, brushing up on all areas. This is where I’m at when both Jude and Riku come looking for me.
I’m so in the zone as I tie knot after knot, making sure every loop and placement is correct, on a sub that I’m finally about to suspend, that I don’t realize I have an audience. I feel around to make sure there is just the right amount of snugness before leaning in and asking her how she’s doing. It’s always important to check on your sub during any kind of play, no matter what.
Clapping hands have me spinning around to see that it’s two of my instructors, “Master Jude, Master Riku, I hadn’t realized you were observing.”
“That is a good thing, it means you had your full attention on what you were doing.” Riku walks slowly around the bound sub, “Do you plan on suspending her as well?” He asks.
“As a matter of fact, I was just about to attach her. Would you like the honors, Master Riku?” I grin because I know this is Riku’s favorite part, and I know exactly what he’s going to do when he leans down and whispers something into her ear.
Jude and I stand back and watch as Riku attaches the sub and suspends her up, off the ground. I bound her in what’s called a moon tie, which has them in a very accessible position. We watch for only a few seconds longer when Riku pulls himself out and enters the sub from behind. Like I said, this is his favorite part, always asking the sub for their consent before doing so. I keep my sub in a thong or panties when I work with the rope, so Riku has to push them to the side in order to fuck them.
I turn my attention back to Jude, “I know you didn’t come just to watch me tie a sub up.” I cross my arms over my chest and grin at him.
“No, but actually, seeing you work with her just confirmed what Riku and I were thinking.” He copies my stance and smiles back.
“And that is?”
“We are in need of another trainer here at the facility. Master Finn is leaving because he knocked his sub up and now, I guess they are going to go vanilla or some shit, so that leaves us a trainer short.”
“No shit?” I’m surprised, I thought Finn was hardcore.
“Yeah, so what do you say?”
“Why me?”
“It was actually between you and Davis, but since you now know Shibari, it puts you in the lead for the spot.” He slaps my shoulder, “I’ve told you before, you’re going to make a great Dom, and an asset, here, at the facility.”
I scratch the back of my head, “Well shit, Jude. I’m not sure what to say exactly.”
“Say that you accept!” He chuckles.
“I would love to say ‘Hell, Yes’, but my concern is school. I’m not sure where I will be going to college yet, that still depends on Ella.”
“She still hasn’t called?” He asks annoyed.
I shake my head, “Not yet, but I’m not counting her out just yet.” I know I should let things go, but I have this deep feeling that I’m not supposed to give up just yet, so I won’t.
“Man, you have it bad for that girl! I would have already put her out of my mind,” He turns me back toward Riku and the sub, “I mean, you don’t even take advantage of the perks with being here!”
I shrug, “I told you Jude, I’m not here for easy sex. Ella has always been my girl, and until she tells me to fuck off and stay out of her life, then I will wait.”
“Damn, okay,” he throws his hands up in surrender, “It’s your life, you do you, man, but we still need a trainer. How about you take over until you figure things out since you still have a few months left of school anyway.”
I nod, “Yeah, sure, I’ll help out.”
