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“Explain more to me, please.”
“We’ve been using the bondage chair.I’d like to use the St.Andrew’s Cross, which would mean flogging your back and legs.Also using one of the bondage horses.The bondage part would be different on the horse.”
“What kind of flogger?”
“We’d start with a rabbit flogger, move to a suede, and only go to heavier floggers when you’re ready.”
“I think I can handle that.”
“I want to remind you: You can say your safe word at any time.”
She smiled.“I remember.”
“Last thing I want to discuss: How do you feel about playing here at my house or at your apartment?”
Her eyes widened.“Outside the club?”
“Yes.I’m not talking more than you’re ready to give.Some bondage and flogging, but also toys, full nudity.”
Her eyes widened.“I hadn’t thought about that.”
He kept his gaze on her, giving her time to think.Ellie tilted her head, but her features were closed down, and Logan couldn’t figure out what she was thinking.Unusual for him, because he was good at reading people.
“What happens if I can’t play outside the club?”Her voice soft.
“Then we play in the club only and keep the bedroom for making love.”He could do that.D/s wasn’t the end-all be-all for him.He liked playing with Ellie in the club, and while he wanted to do more privately, she had to be comfortable with it.
“I’d like to try.But please understand I might call my safe word more often than in the club.”
“Why would that be?”What did she think he was going to do?
“You know this is new to me.”
“Yes.”
“I’m not very good with relationships.I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but I have trouble letting go of my control.”
Logan pondered her words.“I’ve not been in a long-term relationship.”What could he say to make her more comfortable.“You seem to let go of your control with me.”
“In the club, yes.”
“You weren’t in control the other night in my bed.”He understood how hard it was to let go of one’s control.When he was mentored as a Dom, one of the things he had to learn was letting his own control go and rely on the Dom teaching him.It hadn’t been easy, but it gave him a better understanding of submission.
“No, I wasn’t.”There was surprise on her face.“I hadn’t thought about it like that.”
“I promise to do my best to make you comfortable and happy.I won’t violate hard limits.I might push the soft ones a bit, but I will always stop if you use your safe word.”
Her features softened.“I’m willing to try.”She smiled.“When do we start?”
“Now.”His fingers itched to have her soft, creamy skin under them again.His cock pulsed with anticipation.
“Logan.”She shook her head.“You still need to recover from yesterday.I haven’t missed the way you wince when you get up after sitting too long.”
Ellie was too observant.While he didn’t want to admit weakness, his body was telling him to take it easy.“All right.Why don’t we watch a movie or something?”No reason they couldn’t touch while they were watching a movie.
“Oh, you don’t fool me.”There was laughter in her voice.This woman could switch moods on a dime.He’d have to watch her more carefully.“We can watch a movie, but no hanky-panky.”
Damn, she was calling him out.“All right, but I get to cuddle you.”
