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Ru
Maand I move into the living room to speak. “Whatever it is you want to tell me, I don’t want to hear it. I don’t want you to tell me that being with Taurus is a mistake, I don’t want to hear a lecture on why this is going to end badly. I don’t want to hear you tell me that I need to give up my happiness for my adult child.”
“I don’t want to lecture you. You are an adult with your own morals. As a mother, I just want the best for you. If she makes you happy, then it makes me happy. Yet, you must understand what you were putting at risk being with her. Is being with her more important than having a relationship with your son? Greyson is stubborn and he will never forgive you for this. Are you willing to deal with your child hating you? These are the things a parent sadly must come to terms with.”
“So, I have to sacrifice my happiness?” I sigh.
My mother shakes her head, “That is not what I said. I asked you if you are willing to deal with your son hating you so that you can be happy.” She rubs my head, “Being a parent is hard, but all parents go through this phase of their lives where their children are adults, but still require them to be the same parents they were when they were children. Just as kids, parents grow up as well into new people.”
I put my face in my hands and run through the scenarios of my life.
“When I was pregnant with you, your father and I were not married. We couldn’t get my parent’s blessing and they asked me to not have you. So, I left home, but I had to do that for myself. Do I love my parents? Yes, but I didn’t owe them the entirety of my life. The same goes for your children, you can only give them so much of your soul. At some point, you’re allowed to choose what’s best for you, but you must be ready to manage the consequences of your actions. My parents still disowned me, and they haven’t spoken to me since you were a child. They refuse to talk to me for over twenty years. While it broke my heart, if I could do it all over again I would. You are a gift. It was their loss, not mine.”
I understand what my mother’s telling me. I can decide what I want to do with my life, but I must be ready to live with the choices that I’ve made and be glad that I made them. Greyson is my son and I love him more than anything on this planet, but after all my years of being a father, I think it’s time that I am allowed to just be a man.
I breathe out, “This is hard,Ma.” I nod
“You’re still young, I need more grandchildren to spoil.” She chuckles. “Go through life with a full heart, half-assed living gives half-assed joy.” She giggles.
Mawalks back into the dining room and I follow.
“He left,” Taurus informs us.
“What happened?” I’m curious as to why he left without uttering a word to either of us.
She shrugs, “He just got up and left.”
“I’ll talk to him. He listens to me.”Masighs.
Mapinches Taurus’s cheeks, “I’ll be back another time to discuss designs with you…and to be nosy.”
Taurus
Ms. Young embodied everything I possibly thought of her. I wanted to soak up any scrap of talent that I could from her. Though our meeting was cut short, I have a feeling that this was not going to be the only time that I’ll be able to be graced with the presence of this multi-dimensional woman.
“Miss her already?” Ru pulled me back in his arms.
“I cannot believe that I got to breathe the same air as her.” I sigh cheerfully, falling back into Ru‘s strong arms. He sits down on the couch pulling me onto his lap.
His fingers circled my palm, “Are you any closer to finishing your project?”
“No, but after today I know exactly how to finish it, I think I’ll get it done before Bryn’s deadline.”
“Good. Always finish before the deadline, you’ll catch his attention and he’ll give you more projects.” I take Ru’s advice and grab his much larger fingers with my own. With a few small kisses along with his fingers, I can feel him shift under me. “Turn around for me.” Ru suddenly orders.
Gradually, I turn around facing him on his lap. “Yes?”
“Before we were interrupted, I was spitting your cum into your mouth.” He asserts bluntly.
I shove my head into his neck, “Please don’t remind me. I’m still not sure if your mother saw that.” I groan.
Ru’s fingers latch onto my hair tugging my head back so that I am looking into those lustful eyes, “Look at me.” He orders sternly making me hold my breath for a second.
“Yes, sir. Is this how you want me?” I smile teasingly.
Ru inhales and exhales deeply and I know how my words are affecting him. “Yes, I want you to be a good girl and sit still for me. Can you do that?”
I nod.
