Page 19 of Whispered Surrender


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He narrows those deep hazel eyes at me again. “I understand you thought you had a reason, but there’s a price for telling me a lie, Angel. Don’t do it again or you’ll find yourself bare-assed, and flipped over my lap,” he says.

I look up and into his eyes and my sex clenches with desire. I can tell by that comment and the look on his face that he knows that I know exactly why my father doesn’t associate with me. Jay’s eyes see it all, but if I am going to stay alive and keep him and his team alive, I cannot tell him the truth.

“While I’d love to hang out and talk about the possibilities, I need to get back to my apartment and get some practice in. We may be on break right now, but there’s a production next week and I need to be in shape and ready. Hopefully, the wounds closest to my neck will be lighter by that time. The rest should be covered by my costume,” I say, standing and hoping to make an exit.

A clean break. I promise myself this time it’s going to be different than the rest. I am not going to blame myself for the split, thinking that I’m not good enough for anyone to love. I’m going to focus on Jay’s words, even though I’m pretty sure they were spoken in the act of kindness and not any real sentiment. It’s something to focus on, and I try to do just that as I get up from the table.

He stands, and I have a hard time dragging my eyes from his body as he stalks around the table and pulls me into his arms, walking me toward the wall behind us. His arms feel like bands of steel as he surrounds me, and while I should feel intimidated, scared, and overpowered, all I feel is a rush of desire as his body encloses me. “What didn’t you understand about what I’ve been saying for the last half hour, Angel,” Jay says, caging me closer against the wall, his breath just inches from my own.

“You want to know my father’s story,” I say, but he raises his eyebrows and narrows his eyes at me. “And we’ve had a great time exploring to see if we have that, what did you call it, yeah, chemistry, and now we’ll go on our own way and keep dating to find that right person,” I say.

“If that’s what you took away from the conversation, your head has been in the wrong place. First, I do want to know about your father and while it’s clear you’re not ready to tell me yet, you will and soon. It’s the only way I’m going to be able to ensure your protection long term. Secondly, I will protect you, because when I was talking about people dating and moving on after not finding a chemistry match, I wasn’t talking about us. I want you to look me in the eye and tell me you’re not aching with the need for my dick. Tell me that, Angel,” Jay says huskily against my ear.

My pussy throbs and I feel myself moisten as he talks and the warmth of his breath caresses the sensitive folds of my skin. I shake my head because my body aches for him whenever he’s near. I’ve never felt the electricity that seems to exist between us. “I can’t,” I say, shaking my head.

“That’s not a good enough answer. Why can’t you?” Jay says, pressing the hardness of his cock against my belly.

“Because I’m wet for you,” I say, cringing inside because I know after we do this, he’s going to walk away, just like everyone else, but something tells me that if I don’t take this opportunity that I will regret it forever.

“Goddamn right you are. I want to feel your wet pussy on my fingers,” Jay says, before capturing my lips, finding my tongue, exploring each other as his hand makes its way into my panties.

He finds me wet and uses my moistness to coat his fingers as he caresses slowly from my entrance to clit. Gliding over it slow and leisurely as he kisses me, building my desire against the wall of his home, but then with more pressure and friction until I find myself grinding against the palm of his hand and feel his fingers sliding deep inside of me, rubbing that spot that makes me pant with need.

“That’s right, Angel, this time take your pleasure, come all over me so I can suck your sweetness from my fingers,” Jay says, and that pushes me over the edge and I cry out as wave after wave overtakes me and he pushes his fingers through my orgasm, prolonging it, leaving me clinging and completely sated.

He pulls his fingers out of me and licks each of his two digits. “You’re not finished, Angel,” Jay says, sucking all of my come from each of his fingers, right in front of my eyes.

I am helpless, unable to quiet the moan of pleasure that escapes my lips because I am still coming down from a fantastic high as he turns me, walks me backward toward the bedroom, and pushes me onto the bed.

“On your knees for me, Angel,” he says. I do as he asks, needy, wanting everything that he has to give, as he wraps himself and tilts me so my ass is upturned for him, and when he sinks into me, I find it hard to breathe. Jay pulls out and then slides into me again slowly at first, inch by inch, pulling my hips back onto his cock, lifting me onto his hardness at the same time. He is hitting something that I’ve never felt before, and I slide my ass back against the deliriously hot sensation.

“You like that, Angel,” Jay says, grasping my hips and pulling me back.

“Oh, right there,” I cry, and he doesn’t slow. Instead, picks up the pace, grasping my hips, pulling me against his rigid cock, letting it sink in all the way to the hilt, hitting that spot deep inside of me, over and over until I am screaming his name time and time again and my come is all over his cock.

He is still thrusting, and his finger plays with my bottom hole, circling it as my orgasm subsides, and I clench with the intrusion of his finger, but he smacks my ass right before he sinks hard and even deeper into my wetness, and pummels me with the end of his cock.

God, it’s so good! I push back time and time again, trying to meet him stroke for stroke and scream his name as a new set of waves hit me. He doesn’t let up, pulling my hips onto his cock, riding me through the pleasure. “Come for me, Angel,” he says, pulling my hips back, allowing his cock to slide in and out of my pussy so fast and hard and I shatter, exploding, as we both find our release.

He rolls me with him, still inside of me, folding his arms around me. His breathing is ragged as he nuzzles my neck and ear. “What do you think about our chemistry now, Angel?” he says, but I don’t answer, because I’ve already made up my mind.

13

JAY

I look downat the woman I’ve curled into my arms. So fucking hot, but she’s not answering me. I turn her in my arms and lift her chin so that I can see her eyes, and she looks away. I turn her towards me again. “You wanna tell me what’s going on right now?” I say, stroking her bottom lip with my thumb.

She looks at me for a while, and for a moment I don’t think she’s going to answer me without further prodding, but then she just shakes her head back and forth at me. I smirk at her naivety. My angel thinks she has the option not to answer. I flip her over onto her back in one quick move and cage her beneath me. My knees are on either side of her hips, and my elbows rest on the bed beside her shoulders. I push her hair back from her face and am caught once again by the intensity of the blue eyes that stare up into mine.

“You think you can shake that beautiful little head of yours and keep secrets from me, Angel? We’ve already talked about that,” I say.

She closes her eyes briefly, and I touch my lips to hers, giving her a gentle kiss. “Look at me and tell me what’s going on,” I say, coaxing her eyes back open. She finally does, but it’s not the answer I want. Her eyes close again, and she shakes her head slightly, side to side.

“I don’t want to make you feel like I’m chasing you like I’ve done before,” Sasha says softly.

She’s embarrassed about her past, but I won’t have it. We all have one, and not one of us has something that we wouldn’t do differently if given a chance.

“Chasing me? Angel, I recall jumping out of a speeding car to chase your ass down an alleyway to capture you for my own. I’m pretty sure I was the one doing the pursuing. I dare you to deny that,” I say, winking at her with a smirk.

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