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“I never said I wasn’t jealous, but I’m glad you did the right thing. Make no mistake, though, if that curvy creature comes near you on the plane, so help me, I won’t be held responsible,” Sasha says with a fire in her eyes. This woman and her spark makes my dick throb but more importantly make me feel alive, spurring feelings like anger, jealousy, happiness, contentment, and a vision of what could be that I’ve never contemplated before.
My phone buzzes and seeing who the caller is I hit the accept button. “Jay, we need to talk, and I hate like fuck that I’m the one that has to tell you this, but we just got an intel report. Interpol has Sasha marked as a spy,” Nick says, and then disconnects, leaving me looking at the phone and down at the blonde-haired angel I’m holding in my arms.
24
SASHA
Jay leavesthe bedroom to make a call. He still hasn’t returned awhile later so I head to the main cabin. I find him and his team at the table adjacent to the long oval window that showcases the beautiful blue sky swirling around us.
Jay stands and walks toward me, taking my hand and leading me to the seat next to his. “Hungry Angel?” he whispers into my ear.
I shrug my shoulders, smiling, and moistening my lips because damn if every single morsel doesn’t look delicious, but it’s not the food that I want. I survive on little to no calories, but it makes me think about Jay feeding me and causes my center to clench with desire.
“How are you planning to feed me?” I ask, watching as his eyes dilate.
Jay’s eyes shadow over like he’s contemplating. “I think my crew has other things to do in the communications room,” he says aloud, and almost simultaneously they grab their coffee. Cole takes the plate of cookies on their way to the next cabin, and I can’t help cringe at the grins on their faces. They clearly know what’s going on between us, and it just confirms my resolve.
“You want me to feed you, Angel?” Jay asks.
“I can’t think of anything that I want more at this moment,” I say because it is honest and that is the one thing that I can share with him without allowing my heart to be broken.
“Fuck that makes my dick hard,” Jay says, pulling me into his lap and I can’t help but nuzzle into his strength as my center moistens even more.
He picks up a bright orange piece of the cantaloupe and places it into my mouth, instructing me to suck its moistness, and I do, relishing in the sweetness as I taste its nectar before chewing on his command. I remember his question. What is the most erotic thing you’ve ever done outside of the sexual act? This, exactly this!
Little by little I eat the remainder of cheese and pineapple from his hands and after a half hour I am wet with need, still curled into his strength and there is nowhere else that I want to be, but I do not want, ever, to be that clingy, needy girlfriend again. Especially with this man because he makes me feel things I have never felt before and if I let him in any further he will destroy me for anyone else in the future.
“Jay,” I say.
“What Angel,” he says, holding me tight.
“Jay, no one has ever fed me, dressed or washed me, conditioned or dried my hair. I just want you to know how much that it has meant to me. I want you to know that I have never had this level of intimacy with anyone and when we’re no longer together, I will always remember our special time,” I say, shifting in his lap.
I don’t want to embarrass him, but I do want him to know the time we have spent together has been extraordinary and that I will cherish it. I have determined to modify my behavior, and this is the first trial that I will have at that change.
His eyes darken, and I turn away to slip off his lap, but he grasps me by the waist and pulls me back against him before I can get a step away from him. “Where do you think you’re going, Angel?” he asks against the sensitive flesh of my ear.
I turn, and my eyes search his. Somehow I need to find the strength to be the one to leave because I don’t know if my heart can survive getting dumped by this man. We are not in a relationship but a hot and frenzied chemistry attraction.
I clasp his face on either side with my hands. “Jay, you have been amazing and in just a few short days have made me think about my behavior, and instead of blaming past lovers for leaving me, I will try to always look upon each new lover as a gift, a present to be cherished, and when the time to part comes, it will be fine. Just like it will be our time to part soon,” I say, looking bravely into the storm that has gathered in his darkening hazel green eyes.
The hand at my waist grabs me tight, pulling me right between his legs, so close that I can feel his pulsing erection against my belly. His other hand grasps me firmly around the nape, pulling my face closer to his own and I wince as the small hairs at the back of my neck pull with the intensity of his hold.
“You thought I wanted to end us?” Jay says. “You don’t have to answer that. I can see it in your eyes,” he says, looking down at me with those deep stormy eyes.
I want to avoid that look at all costs and shake my head, attempting to turn away from him. “It doesn’t matter, Jay. I want to be a stronger person, not depend on my dates to make me feel good about myself and try to overcome the overwhelming need to seek love from a perfect stranger. Sex is just that, but love is deeper, and I need to explore to find that thing you talk about, that chemistry,” I say, and at the same time I deliver the message with actress quality skill, my heart is breaking in two.
His hand snakes into my hair. “Angel, I’ve wanted you since I first saw you. I’ve fantasized about the way you might smell, the way you would feel pressed up against me, the sight of your body, nipples erect with desire and longing, the taste of you on the end of my tongue. These pictures just keep rewinding in my head every single fucking day since I first saw your picture. I’ve dreamt about you, sticking my fingers inside of you so I could lick and taste you, and of you shattering on the end of my dick,” Jay says, and his intensity makes me wet and needy while captured by his hold.
He nuzzles his mouth and tongue against my ear, and I don’t know how much more I can take as he nips into the flesh of my earlobe. I cry out, but then he holds me steady while he kisses the sensitive flesh of my neck from jaw downward and the feel of his warm mouth on me is overwhelming.
He tips my head and licks the length of my neck and sucks me. “Tell me you want this, Angel,” he says, his eyes dark and demanding.
My breathing is erratic, and I know there is really no choice to make. Who am I kidding? I know that whatever he wants I will give him. When he is like this, I am powerless against our chemistry.
I decide right here and now to be honest. This is what he promised me, and I owe the same to him. “I want you, too, Jay, so much,” I say, looking up, into his darkened eyes, hazed over with lust and that alone sends a thrill of electricity throughout my body.
“That’s good because when I get through with you, you’re not going to be able to walk straight and you’re going to feel where I’ve been for a week,” Jay says, scooping me into his powerful arms, throwing me over his shoulder and stalking toward the bedroom.
