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But he knew that was a lie.
Nova was just the first person to actually pay attention.
“Please tell me I’m not crossing any lines,” Nova said softly.
Ben blinked up at him, then forced himself to shake his head. “You’re not,” he rasped. He cleared his throat, but it still felt tight. “No one’s ever noticed.”
Nova’s eyes went wide, and then he curled his hand around the back of Ben’s head. “How have you been so tragically neglected your whole life?”
“Maybe it was better that way,” Ben admitted.
Nova shook his head, his expression fierce. “You should have been spoiled in every goddamn relationship, sweetheart.”
“And what?” Ben challenged. “Found someone to settle with, happy enough not to look for the one person who can make me feel like this?”
“I just wish you hadn’t spent so many years not being loved the way you deserved.” Nova swallowed heavily, then moved his hand to cup his cheek. “And I wish it hadn’t taken us so long to find each other.”
Ben nodded, then shifted closer, pushing his now half-hard dick against Nova’s hip. “But it doesn’t matter. We’re here now.” He trailed a touch down Nova’s sternum, then around his backside, cupping his naked ass and urging him close. His dick was long and so hard, leaking a steady stream as it dragged over Ben’s hip.
He wanted to get his mouth on it, but he also wanted to lie back and let Nova take him to the edge over and over, giving him no relief until he was on the verge of losing his mind. Then he realized that there was time for both—time for everything he wanted to do because this wasn’t ending.
Nova wouldn’t be gone in the morning, and Ben no longer needed a string of terrible dates to take to the bar as an excuse to see him.
His body relaxed, and he felt Nova’s do the same after a beat. Warm lips touched his pulse, and then Nova asked, his voice muffled from Ben’s neck, “Do you have condoms and lube?”
“In the drawer beside you,” Ben murmured as Nova moved his hand down once more, this time to tug at the waistband of Ben’s boxers.
Ben squeezed his eyes shut and lifted his hips as Nova stripped the last barrier between them, and he sucked in a sharp breath when Nova took him against his palm again and began to stroke him slow, fingers in a loose circle. Ben shifted, desperate for more friction, but Nova wasn’t going to relent that easily. It was a glimpse into what was waiting for him, and Ben was already prepared to beg.
“Look at you,” Nova said after a beat. His tone was soft, and Ben’s eyes opened to see Nova hovering over him, watching with a heated gaze. He brought his hand up toward the head of Ben’s cock and thumbed the slit, pushing his nail in just enough to sting but not enough to really hurt. As Ben gasped, Nova curled his free hand around the back of Ben’s head and pulled until Ben was halfway sitting up. “I meant what I said. Look at you. Look how hard you are for me. Look how much you’re leaking.”
Ben blinked down at himself—his cock flushed damn near purple and wet. It jumped as Nova stroked him from root to tip, squeezing the head just enough to make Ben lose his breath again.
“Fucking beautiful. You aresofucking beautiful.”
Ben didn’t want to disagree because the way Nova said it, it was easy to believe. He groaned, then flopped back when Nova let him go. He grunted softly, wanting more when his lover released his cock, but that feeling was quickly eclipsed by something new and almost overwhelming as Nova grabbed him by the wrists and pinned his arms above his head.
“Hold here,” Nova ordered. “And next time,” he added, pausing as he sank his teeth into the tender spot just below Ben’s ear for a long moment, “I’m going to bring something so you can’t disobey me even if you want to.”
Ben thrashed for a second, his limbs moving as rapidly as his heart was beating, and then a calm stole over him in a way he’d never experienced before in his life. It felt like a heavy weight had fallen on him, and he curled his fingers into the sheets above the pillow as Nova slowly let go.
Ben still felt pinned to the spot, and there was no more fight left in him. All he could do was lie there and take whatever Nova gave.
“We didn’t really negotiate this very well,” Nova said, dragging a slow touch around Ben’s left nipple. It tingled with the need to be properly touched, but true to his word, Nova was dragging it out. “So stop means stop, okay? If we ever want to do something heavier than this, we’ll talk about it.”
Ben nodded and looked into Nova’s eyes. “I like this. I don’t…I don’t think I need it to go deeper than that.”
“Deeper than being good for me?” Nova asked, his voice dropping an octave.
Ben’s eyes shut, and he let out a soft moan. “Yeah. Yes. I really like being good for you.”
“I know you do. I love that you do,” Nova breathed out. He laid flat palms on Ben’s torso, then dragged them down. The heavy touch was grounding, perfect, exactly what Ben needed to stay rooted to the moment.
His legs parted as Nova urged them to the sides, and then he heard the snick of the lube bottle, which sent shivers of anticipation down his spine. His cock jumped again, like it was unable to be still, and Nova laughed before he nuzzled the shaft with a rough, stubbled cheek.
Ben arched a little against the strange sensation, and Nova pinned his hips with one hand as he did it once more. Before Ben could beg him to stop—or to keep going, he wasn’t sure which—the head of his cock was suddenly resting against Nova’s hot tongue.
“Fuck,” he said through clenched teeth. He wanted to be good. He wanted Nova to draw it out and out and out until he felt like he was losing his mind. But he wasn’t sure he was going to be able to keep from blowing his load the second Nova’s mouth was properly on him.
