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“Haley?” she asks. “Usually she goes in case there’s an emergency. But she’s pregnant.”
I shrug. “She’ll be in Boston. She’ll talk Paddy through anything over the phone if needed.”
Saoirse shakes her head, hurrying for the dresser that holds a few of her clothes. “Me. She’ll talk me through it.”
“No,” I say through gritted teeth. “You’ll stay here.”
“I’ll stay in the car,” she promises. “Safe. But I’ll be there if anyone gets hurt.”
Once my boots are on, I shoot up from the bed and wrap my arms from behind her, halting her search for comfortable clothes. She squirms against me, then huffs when she realizes I won’t let her go. “You’ll fucking stay where I tell you to, Saoirse. You’re not coming. I already lost you once.”
Her body goes slack under my hold. I loosen my grip on her, and she spins around, pressing her chest against me. I stifle the groan at how fucking good she feels against me. Now is not the time.
“I can’t,” she says. “I can’t stay here while you’re there, Jaime. I meant what I said on the boat. I want out. I don’t want you to go to work and be stuck here worried sick about you.”
I nod. “I know, baby.” I brush back the hair from her face. “He has to pay for what he did to you. And you have to trust I’ll return home.”
Her eyes flutter closed as her chin quivers. I continue to stroke her hair, calming her. Her hand drops between us, trying to undo the zipper on my pants.
I tilt my head back, groaning. “I don’t have time.”
“Please!” She says, urgency in her voice. One of her fists slams into my chest. Tears fall, gliding down her soft cheeks and wetting my shirt. Then she continues to slide her hand into my pants, despite the tears falling.
My hips thrust against her grip as she pumps. She’s stalling, and I’m letting her. I press a kiss against her lips, and she takes my mouth, desperate to show me what she’s feeling without speaking. Our tongues fight for control, swirling, dancing until we’re both wild for breath. Tears stream down her face, salty drops landing on my lips and tongue.
Fear mixes with lust for her, while adrenaline for what’s about to happen spurs my own arousal. I want to take away her fear, promise her I’ll return unscathed, that in a few hours we can finish this, but that’s not what she needs.
My fingers play with her, spreading her sex apart, then slide against her entrance. I groan. “Fuck, how are you always so wet for me?”
She bites my bottom lip. “Because you make my heart beat so fast,” she says through her sobs. She grabs my other hand, pressing it against her bare chest so I can feel just what she means. “Because I love the way you control me,” she says, hips pushing into mine. “Because I want to show you how much I love you.” She moves my hand to her throat. “Because you’re about to give me his last breath, just like you promised. And you own myeverybreath.”
I slide two fingers into her, filling her, stretching her. She gasps against my mouth, the sound easing the ache in my chest. How I resisted her for so long, I’ll never know. How many kisses like this I’ve missed out on. There will never be enough time to make up for what I’ve done.
“I own your tears, too,” I say, licking her cheek. “You’re mine, Saoirse.” My fingers thrust inside her, eliciting a whimper as she falls into me.
“I am,” she nods. “I’m yours.”
A soft cry of protest escapes her when I slide out of her. She opens her mouth to complain, but before she can say anything, I’m tossing her onto the bed. I shove my pants to my ankles, then reach for hers and drag her toward me.
She shrieks, opening her legs for me.
“That’s my good baby girl,” I praise, pressing the tip of my cock to her clit and massaging. Then I slide it down toward her entrance. I dip in, only an inch, before pulling out and sliding back to the sensitized nerves.
“I need you,” she says through heavy pants.
I reach between us, tweaking one of her nipples. It elicits a sharp cry, and I slide all the way into her, still pinching. Saoirse clamps down on my cock, sucking me in as deep as she can take me. “Mine.” I pull out, then slam back into her. “He has to pay for hurting you.”
This time when I pull out, I drape her legs over my forearms, lifting her hips off the mattress to get deeper.
“You’ll make him.” She groans when I slam into her again.
“Don’t try to use sex to bait me,” I warn. “It’ll only end in misery for you.”
She nods, her throat bobbing as she swallows. “I’m not. I promise.”
Her pussy tightens around me, and I let out a roar as my balls tighten. Together, we ride out the wave of our arousal, until I’m collapsing over her.
My phone buzzes, and I already know it’s Declan telling me he’s here. I press a kiss to Saoirse’s temple, then push away from her. My pants are still around my ankles, and I pull them up. Saoirse’s eyes remain on me, while my gaze is on her spread thighs, the way my release mixes with hers and is already dripping from her.
