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I took a drink, made sure Nate and Xavi weren’t around, and looked right at him. “More like kinks and orgasms.” I’d have to get creative with it.
His eyes widened and he licked his lips. “Don’t fuck with me, Devon.”
“Oh, I’m gonna do so much more than fuck with you. I’m done playing your doctor, Madd. I’m ready to treat you like the submissive little bitch you are.”
When he grinned, my hairs all stood. Dark, sexy, even a little sinister. “We’ll see about that.”
He might not say much, but when he did, it hit just right. That challenge lit a fire under my ass and amped up my competitive side. It would be a new game, and we hadn’t had a proper rough fuck in two months, but I was more than ready to put him where I wanted him. I just wondered where he wanted to put me.
23
-Maddox-
Likeeverythingelseinour lives, our weekend hadn’t started off right. For one, it pissed rain so hard it deafened us inside the trailer, pinging off the steel roof like a thousand hammers. The rain meant the track got flooded out, so Garron Park wasn’t near as empty as we hoped it’d be. It left Xavi and Nate bored with nothing better to do than pester us like annoying gossips.
Plus, my mom kept calling or popping over because, apparently, now that she was giving things another go with my dad, she figured I was her best fucking girlfriend. No thanks. Didn’t need the details and didn’t want to gab with her about it. I tried to tell her ten times I didn’t give a fuck what she wore to the tiny ass broken down diner for their first date in years. I just agreed to all her outfit choices, and then she got pissed at me for not taking it seriously.
When you date and break up with the same man for thirty-five years, it’s hard to take it seriously,I thought.
On top of that shit, Devon’s mom had a bad day. She couldn’t remember where she was or what her life entailed, and Mary wasn’t qualified to deal with that, so Mary called Nate and Devon and they took her to the hospital. I started to worry Mary would kick her out because her problems were getting too vast for her to handle, and then we’d have to find the money or the time to find a better place for her. It had been pure dumb luck that Mary had the space available in the first place.
So, no card games, no board games, and no kinks and orgasms. I hoped their mom was alright, but I’d been looking forward to this weekend with Devon all week. Every time we tried to do something together, it got fucked up. I wanted to use this weekend to show him he didn’t need to be my doctor anymore. I didn’t want him taking care of me, babying me, or putting his life on hold for me. I wanted sex like we used to have, rivalry like we thrived on, and to get back to ourselves in general. A confrontation that turned to hot sex sounded pretty perfect.
“Alright, you moody fuck,” Xavi said, leaning back in his lawn chair on our front deck. We’d recently gotten an awning, and I’d be pissed if this heavy rain broke it. “I have questions.”
Of course he did. He was worse for gossip than my mom. And harder to ignore because she eventually gave up, but Xavi was a persistent asshole.
“You gay?” he bluntly asked.
“Why the fuck is that your question?”
Xavi wobbled his head in some non-committal motion.
“I get fucked in the ass, Xavi. That makes me pretty gay. Can’t pretend I’m just a straight boy who likes getting railed.”
“But do you just wanna get banged and fuck other guys in the ass or do you still like chicks?” He stretched his legs out like anal sex conversations were a casual Tuesday.
“Just Devon. No other asses. No other anything. No other people. Why does it matter?” I looked at him, trying to decipher the fucking mess he was. This guy didn’t know what way was up or which direction was down, and he’d gotten by alright like that for most of his life, but something was on his mind now.
“Because I’m trying to figure out my sexuality here, Madd. Don’t bust my balls!” He sighed dramatically. “I thought I was straight, right? But some sexy things have been happening, and now I’m wondering if there’s like a sliding scale or something? Like straight with a little gay? Like justa dab'll do ya, you know? Does that exist?” He stared at me, honestly thinking I had the answers. What the fuck did I know? A dab'll do ya?
“What sexy things? What happened?”
“Well, I’ve been seeing this girl, right?”
“Yeah.” Had no idea.
“And it’s going pretty good and all that shit. But she’s… like also seeing someone else.” He looked at me, and I knew the punchline was coming. I put it together in my head.
“Nate?”
“Yeah,” he groaned. “We both know about it. It’s fine. We’re fine. It’s been easy.”
“Okay?”
“But then the other night, I was gonna go to fight night but I forgot something at the shop, and Nate was there with her when I went back. One thing led to another and sexy things happened, Madd.”
“So? You and Nate have done that shit before. What’s the big deal?”
