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“What sunshine?,” he asked. “Tell me what it is that you need.”
“Touch me…please. I need to feel your hands on me, Kai,” I panted breathlessly.
He moved his hands under the hem of my pajama shirt, and I regretted wearing the ones with a hugeCare Bearon the front when I realized that was what I had on.Very sexy, Maddie!I thought with a roll of my eyes.
Thankfully, he didn’t comment on my wardrobe choice. Instead he slid it, very slowly, up my body, toying with me as he left a trail of kisses up the middle of my very prominent stomach as he went.
He got it over my head and threw it aside, then paused, staring down at me as I lay before him in a pair of skimpy sleep shorts, that sat under my bump, and nothing else.
“How can you be even more beautiful than I imagined?” he asked as his eyes moved from perusing my body and up to my eyes.
The desperate need I had been fighting to cover my slightly sagging breasts, and stretch marks all over my stomach abated at the sight of the hunger I saw when his eyes met mine. He didn’t see the imperfections all over my body, it seemed. I didn’t understand it, since I was a long way from the tight body I’d had before Willow. Breast feeding had made my breasts softer and a little saggy. I was covered with stretch marks from that pregnancy and new ones from this time too. I also had a few scars around my sides from Edwards various attacks. My skin was pale from lack of sun light exposure and I knew I was too skinny.
But Kai didn’t seem to see any of that. The way he looked at me made me feel sexy and wanted, and so I decided to embrace that and tried hard to block out any of the negativity Edward and my life so far had instilled in me. I wanted this perfect night with Kai, and I hoped it could be the beginning of something amazing.
He leaned his weight over me again, caging me under him so he could slowly kiss his way down my neck, between my breasts and down my stomach. When his hands moved back up to cup both of my breasts gently, a moan escaped me.
“Are they sensitive?” he asked as he looked up at me from down over my bump.
“Yes. Be gentle with me,” I told him with a playful smile.
“Always, sunshine,” he assured me. I lay back and closed my eyes and he gently teased his thumbs over my nipples, giving just the perfect amount of pressure. It felt so good and my core was throbbing with need for his attention next.
Thankfully, Kai seemed to be on the same train of thought as he got to his feet and leaned in to grab the hem of my shorts. He slid them off and threw them behind him as he looked up into my eyes, checking in with me to make sure I wasn’t panicking again. I smiled shyly, nervous to have him see all of me as he could so clearly, stood over my naked body as he was.
“I need to taste you, Maddie,” he growled, like it was truly a need.
“I don’t…I’ve never….” I blushed and looked away from him, embarrassed.
“Then it’ll be my fucking honor to be the first, beautiful,” he told me as he returned to the bed and slowly draped my legs over his shoulders, the whole time watching my reaction to his movements. I was nervous, because I’d never done this before, but there was no way I was stopping him. I was desperate for his touch.
The first touch of his mouth at my core and I was bucking against him and crying out. My core was throbbing and I was so worked up I knew it wouldn’t take much. Kai worked his tongue over my center with an expertise I greatly appreciated. Within seconds I was flooded with pleasure and crying out his name, begging him to give me more.
I had never once had an orgasm during sex with Edward. It had always been about him getting off, and it had been over before it ever really started. Just minutes into Kai giving me pleasure and I was crying out with my second release, drowning in the pleasure he gave me and still desperate for more.
“Oh God! Kai,” I panted.
“You good, beautiful?” he asked as he lifted his head and locked eyes with me.
“So good,” I gasped. I reached for him, pulling him over me again so I could kiss him hard. Tasting my own essence on him was odd, but not unpleasant and nothing was going to stop me from showing my gratitude for the amazing way he was making me feel.
“Make love to me, Kai “ I whispered. “I’m ready for you,” I assured him.
He smiled as he leaned in to lock his lips on mine. He kissed me more slowly, taking his time and getting me to the point of begging once again in just a few moments.
“Are you good with me on top like this?” he asked as he broke the kiss and studied me.
“Yeah, just….don’t put your hands near my throat, okay?” I said, hoping he wouldn’t make a big thing of the request. It was the one thing I knew would make me freak out. Edward had loved to squeeze the air from me as he forced himself on me.
“I’ll never hurt you, Maddie. Never,” he whispered, then he was kissing me again.
My nerves returned momentarily when he sat up and leaned over to grab a condom from the nightstand, tearing it open and expertly rolling it on. The thought he was good at that crossed my mind, but I refused to start thinking about him with other women when I had him all for me right there.
“You still okay?” he asked as he glanced up at me,
“I’m perfect,” I assured him. I was nervous, but there was no question I wanted him in that moment.
“I’ll go slow, okay? Just tell me if you need me to slow down even more,” he told me as he very slowly and tentatively slid into me. I nodded and wrapped my arms around his shoulders, holding onto him and locking my eyes on his as I felt him pushing inside of me.
