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He moved slowly, maintaining eye contact with me the whole time, as we became lost in each other. Everything else ceased to exist in that moment. Our past, our future, it just faded away until there was just me and him and that perfect moment. As he began to move back and forth the initial pain of him stretching me disappeared and it felt as though every nerve ending was coming alive with pleasure. Within minutes the pleasure was overwhelming and perfect all at once.

I wrapped my legs as tightly as I could around his waist, hooking my feet at his back, pulling him closer so he would be deeper inside of me, with every thrust. He leaned in and kissed me hard as I pushed my hand into his hair, pulling and holding onto it with one hand and clutching his shoulder with the other, as the most intense, mind-blowing feeling built inside of me.

“Oh Fuck! Kai!” I cried out as pleasure surged through me. I moved my hand from his hair to his other shoulder and clung to him, the orgasm ripping through me more consuming and overwhelming than anything I had ever felt,

I became lost in overriding pleasure as I gripped onto Kai for dear life, scared if I let go I’d never find my way back to him.

“it’s okay, beautiful. Let go. I’ve got you,” he soothed, like he knew exactly what I was feeling. I allowed myself to become lost in the moment and the pleasure washed over me in waves, again and again.

I heard Kai cry out a grunt breathlessly, moments later, then he stopped and pressed his slightly sweaty forehead to mine, which was just the same, the both of us panting hard.

It took a few minutes for me to come back down from the heavenly place he had pushed me to, but when I did I was still clinging to his shoulders hard, my legs wrapped around him.

“Fuck, Maddie,” he exhaled.

“Yeah,” I huffed a laugh. “That was….Jesus. I have no words,” I laughed.

“I’m taking speechless as a good thing,” he joked.

“Definitely good,” I sighed. “So, so good.”

He leaned in and kissed me on the forehead, a smile on his face. “I need to clean up,” he added, before pulling out of me with a mortifyingly wet sound, and standing. “One minute,” he said, then he was gone, headed for the bathroom.

I laid back and stretched a little. My body felt relaxed and there was a satiated buzz running through me. It was an amazing feeling and I wondered how I had gone for so long through my life so far without experiencing it.

Kai returned a few minutes later and laid on his back beside me, pulling me into his side. I curled into him, my head on his chest and my arm wrapped around his waist.

“I love you, Maddie. I hope you know you’re stuck with me now. I’ve lived way too much of my life without you in it. No more,” he told me firmly.

“No more,” I agreed. “You’re stuck with me too.”

“Good.” He kissed the top of my head.

We lay there in a comfortable silence, just holding each other and enjoying the perfection of our time together. Eventually Kai fell asleep, the sound of his soft snoring filling the room. I spent a while just watching him and trying to make myself believe that the whole evening had actually been real. But it had. The guys I wanted, wanted me too. Nico was willing to uproot his whole life to be with me. And I’d had mind blowing sex with Kai. There was definitely a little satisfied smile on my face when I eventually dropped off a short while later.

CHAPTER 22

MADDIE

“I think this space could work. What do you think, Maddie?” Nico asked. We were looking around the third property with the realtor Nico had hired.

“It’s definitely the best one,” I agreed as I looked around the office we stood in. This building was a short drive from the guys house, just outside of the city. It was a modern three storey structure which was mainly glass from the outside. Inside the large office space on the middle floor was bright and modern. The top floor consisted of four large executive type offices, and a conference room, and the ground floor was a luxurious, welcoming reception and waiting area. There was a modern basement that would work for storage and also to build a gym for the guys to train, which they did a lot. “It fits with the offices you have in Chicago too,” I added. I was trying to be supportive and enthusiastic, but something huge was worrying me.

“The location is good. Being outside of the city means we have parking for clients and it’s close to home for us,” Cam said from where he was looking out of the huge windows.

I turned back to the window, fighting with myself on whether I should voice my worries, or whether I should keep my mouth shut.

“What’s going on, sweetheart?” Nico asked as he came up behind me and wrapped his arms around me.

“I’ll be downstairs,” Cam said, and when I turned to look at him, he was leaving the room. I turned around in Nico’s arms until I was looking up at him.

“Who said anything is wrong?” I asked.

“You’ve been quiet in every building we’ve looked at, and you keep wringing your hands together. I know something is bothering you. Are you going to tell me what it is?” He still had his arms around me, and the smell of his aftershave and his leather jacket was surrounding me too.

“I just…I’m worried. You’re doing all of this for me. What if it doesn’t work out? What if you hate me when you get to know me? Jesus Nico, we haven’t even been on a date and you’re changing your whole life for me,” I blurted.

“We might not have been on a date, but I know you, Maddie. I know you enough to be able to tell you that I absolutely will never hate you. I know you enough to be able to tell you that I am in love with you. I’m not doing this just for you. I’m doing it for me too. I’m doing it because I want my life to be with you. I’m doing it for us.”

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