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“A good gay?”
“You know, like Quin or Nero’s boyfriend.”
“Oh, you mean boring?”
Lou burst into laughter. “Yes, that’s exactly what I mean.”
I shrugged. “Who knows? Maybe they would treat you differently. But, you’re you. That’s not gonna change. And the people who care about you are grateful for that because we all like you exactly the way you are.”
As soon as the words came out of my mouth, Lou took a breath and then climbed on top of me wrapping his arm around me. I loved it. The problem was that I still had a massive erection. How could I help it? Lou had been sitting in front of me with his shirt off.
And the last thing I needed ruining this heartfelt moment was my hard cock. How would I explain that? ‘I know you’re hurting right now, Lou, and I’m saying nice things to you. But really, all I want is to strip you naked and push inside of you as you groan.’
I allowed him to hold me for a second and then pulled away and sat up. I leaned forward trying to bury my aching dick between my legs.
“What’s the matter?” he asked responding to my abruptness.
“Nothing. Nothing’s the matter. I just thought we should get ready for the reading. It’s getting late and this is important to you.”
Lou sat up and stared at me.
“You’re right. You want to shower first, or should I?”
“You can go first,” I told him knowing there was no way I would be able to get up without him noticing my bulge.
“Okay. I’ll be back in a bit,” he said disappearing into the hallway.
I fell back onto the bed. What the hell was I doing? My whole reason for coming here was so I could tell him how I felt about him. Okay, maybe that wasn’t my only reason. I was also here to help him through a hard time in his life. But, me telling him how I felt was high up there.
Why couldn’t I just say it? ‘Lou, I’m in love with you and I’ve been in love with you from the moment we met.’ Is that so hard to say?
I guess I would also have to say, ‘By the way, I’m into guys. I’ve always been into guys so what I feel for you isn’t a passing thing. Also, even though almost no one I know knows I’m into guys, I’ll come out for you and treat you like you deserve to be treated.’
Man, that’s a lot, I realized before curling into a ball.
Would I be able to be the out gay guy someone as free as Lou deserves? Was I even gay? The only other person I loved was a girl. And how would my mother respond to me coming out?
She didn’t say much when I told her about Nero and Kendall, but Nero wasn’t her son. She’s always cared so much about what people thought about her. Would the way she felt about me change if instead of being her perfect son, she had to admit to her friends that I was dating a guy?
My mind swirled thinking about it all. How was Nero able to do this so easily? He declared his love for Kendall on national television risking his career and future. I couldn’t even tell the guy I would die without that I loved him.
I laid in bed repeatedly swearing that I would tell Lou before the trip was done. That lasted until he returned from the bathroom in his towel. I knew I had to get out of there before he got dressed because seeing him in his underwear would prevent me from being able to stand up… again.
Gripping the door handle, I was about to exit into the hallway.
“Um, you probably want to put this on,” he said taking off his towel and tossing it to me.
I caught it and stared at him. He was naked. Lou was standing in front of me naked.
“I don’t know if my parents would appreciate you walking the halls in your underwear.”
I forced myself to breathe and snapped out of my stupor.
“Yeah. Of course. Thanks,” I told him before wrapping the towel around my waist and heading to the showers.
If I felt like I was going to explode before, now I felt like I was about to go nuclear. Did he realize he was naked when he threw me his towel? He couldn’t have. What would it mean if he did?
I couldn’t think of anything else as I took a shower. And still as turned on as all get out, I took my time brushing my teeth and preparing for the day. After thinking about more than a few rounds of baseball, I got my dick down. Once I did, I headed back to our room.
