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“And do you think I care?”
He chuckled. “I mean, I think you do a little bit.”
She rolled her eyes. “Okay, of course I care, but it’s whatever. You’ve lived your life, and you’re not a monk. Had I had the opportunities you did, I’d have a lot more experience, too. Would that make any difference to you?”
“No,” he replied, dropping his forehead to rest on mine. “It wouldn’t make a damn bit of difference. I get what you’re saying, Sam, but I still like it.”
“You’re intolerable.”
“And you’re sexy.”
I groaned and laughed. “Just kiss me, dummy.”
He did, slanting his mouth over mine and stealing my breath. Ryan slowly ran his hand down my belly and between my legs. He touched me, and I moaned.
“You’re still so wet,” he hissed. “I could slip right into you, but it’ll be a little tight, won’t it?”
“It’s fine,” I panted. “Just do it, please.”
“You’re such a romantic.”
I groaned, curling my fingers into his hair and yanking him down for another kiss. He removed his hand and repositioned himself so his hips rested between my legs. Reaching between us, he took hold of himself and lined up with my body. Ryan flexed his hip and pressed his erection inside me. I released a hiss of breath as there was a pinch and a bit of pain, but it quickly disappeared as he sank into the hilt. My body took him in as though it had always been waiting for him.
“Shit, Sam,” he growled. “You feel better than I remember.”
I couldn’t speak. I was too overwhelmed with the feeling of fullness and the pleasure consuming me.
He moved over me, driving in and out of me over and over again. He started out slow and easy, giving my body a chance to adjust to him. However, as it grew easier for him to slide in and out, he moved faster and harder.
I cried out, total ecstasy engulfed me, and the world shrank until the only thing that existed to me was this. Ryan and me, intertwined, our bodies joined as one, was what I’d been missing. I hadn’t realized just how much until that moment, but I suddenly knew no other man could make me feel this way. I’d held myself back from every other potential relationship because, deep down, I’d always known Ryan was the only man I’d ever wanted. Despite my anger and hurt, a part of me had always longed for him.
Now that we were together again, it just felt right. It felt like we were always supposed to be like that with each other. It was natural.
“I’ve missed you, Sam,” Ryan told me, his voice a low rumble. “You have no idea how badly I’ve wanted to be with you again.”
His words made my chest tighten, and I couldn’t come up with the right words to relay all that I was feeling at that moment, so I just wrapped my arms around him and hugged as tight as I could. I moved my hips with his, chasing the release we were both growing desperate for. When he suddenly brushed his fingers against my clit, I exploded.
Throwing my head back, I screamed as my body convulsed, pleasure booming through me like a bomb had gone off. Ryan tensed and then let out a roar of his own as he poured his release into me. I saw stars, and then his face, his expression twisted in ecstasy.
When the last ripples of our orgasms passed through us, he carefully pulled out and collapsed on the bed next to me.
“Holy shit,” he said while gasping for air. “Sam, that was…that was…”
“Incredible,” I breathed.
“Yeah,” he agreed.
I turned to him and cuddled into his side. He wrapped an arm around me and held me tight.
“Thank you,” he murmured.
I chuckled softly. “Has it been that long since you’ve had an orgasm? You’re welcome.”
“No,” he laughed. “I mean, yes, thank you for that, but also, thank you for tonight. For giving me a chance.”
I traced circles on his chest with my fingers. “You’re welcome. Remember, though, that this doesn’t guarantee anything.”
Those words seemed harsh, especially after what we’d just done, but my reasoning behind my decision was returning to me. I didn’t want to get either of our hopes up. I didn’t know what this was, or if it would actually go anywhere. I wanted to temper my expectations, so I didn’t end up hurt and alone again.
