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She may not have marked me as she did Noah, but there’s no doubt in my mind that Valeria will be both a curse and a blessing to me.
TWENTY-SIX
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‘SINS’ RED LEATHER
What the fuckdid I just do? What in the fuck was I thinking?! Fuck, Val can never find out from Rey it was me who did that to her.
Dammit, if I was worried about ruining up our friendship before…
“Fuck!” I roar as I pace back and forth in my room back at the dorm house.
I hear the sound of a car door closing and since I never bothered to turn the lights on when I locked myself in, I peek out the window and see Val waving goodbye to Nimona. She walks like she’s in a daze, her boots gripped in one hand as she slowly makes her way inside.
My mind wars with itself as I lean against the window and run my fingers through my hair. Do I hide away or man up and face her?
I lick my lips, my mind wandering back to the church where I committed a great sin against Val…a sin I don’t think I’d have the strength to repent of.
I may have royally fucked up with Val, but no matter how pissed she is, she’s never getting rid of me, not with the taste of her sweet pussy still on my lips.
I fucking hate Rey for the lies he fed me, but if I’m being completely and one-hundred percent honest, I subconsciously knew he was full of shit. I knew the society is a misogynistic group of rich men, no women allowed and all that archaic jazz, but Rey knew exactly how to play on my fears…and my lust.
Fucking asshole.
I hate to admit it, but a part of me wants Rey too. I can’t help but be drawn to him. It’s an act that leads to damnation for a sane person to fall for a guy like Rey Calavera. He’ll rip your heart out and keep it, so you’ll be his little pet doing his bidding for scraps…and the fucked-up part about, I’d enjoy every second of it.
It's not lust, it’s perversion. Fuck me, I’m hungry for more.
I grip my aching cock through my jeans, squeezing painfully to give myself some relief, but it doesn’t work.
I sit up and rest my elbows on my thighs, gripping the roots of my hair as I replay everything that happened tonight. The sounds of Val’s heavy breaths, the way she shuddered under my hands as she ground against my face. Her whimpers play on repeat torturously. It was agonizing not to be able to knock her foot off my shoulder and make her sink on my cock.
I growl before standing and deciding a cold shower is needed. I can’t hide from Val, I won’t, but I can’t be in the same room with her while this feral need claws its way through my body.
Tomorrow will bring its own set of problems, but for tonight, I just want to stand under the spray and jerk myself to the taste of Val on my lips and her moans in my ears.
TWENTY-SEVEN
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‘SHUT UP AND LISTEN’ NICHOLAS BONNIN
My nightly dreamswere filled with images of Val and Rey. Sometimes it was Val standing before me with my face between her legs, other times it was Rey whose lips were wrapped around my cock. Needless to say, I didn’t get much sleep.
I want them both, but I can’t have them…yet.
After my deceiving actions last night, I don’t think Val will ever forgive me. No matter the reason. Even I know that would be a bullshit excuse because Val knows as well as I do that, I don’t do shit I don’t want to do.
It’s true that at the start, I didn’t know Rey would have me on my knees worshipping the girl of my fucking wet dreams, but that doesn’t mean me giving into him wasn’t for my own benefit as much as it was to protect Val.
I can’t explain it, not even to myself, but something in me wants - no needs - to get close to Rey. Giving into him was just a small step toward that. But what a fucking blow up that was.
I have two choices now; tell Val and risk her hating me or keep it my own dirty little secret and hope to God, Rey doesn’t tell her. Ever.
But Rey is a Jekyll and Hyde. One minute he’s a normal human being, albeit still an asshole but sensible like when he was pissed for Val getting into a car with Mateo, but the next minute he’s getting off on your fear.
I groan and sit up in bed, wishing I could just lay back down and sleep for the rest of my life. I’ve never been scared of anything, never feared the unknown, but I do fear losing Val. I couldn’t live without her. I couldn’t bear to spend a life separated from her, whether we’re friends or not.
