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Me? Ridiculous? Jesus fucking Christ. Have you seen your hypocritical face in the mirror lately?
I do. Every day. I have to force myself away from him to see that fucking black hole in solitude. And his pointing it out doesn’t make me feel any better about this damn situation.
Breathe.
Fuckingbreathe.
Me
This is going nowhere. Let’s stop talking.
Nikolai
Aaaand you’re back to your favorite hobby. Run away, baby. You’re a champion of that bullshit.
You know what? Fuck that. If you don’t feel the need to come over every night, I also don’t need to see you every morning. In fact, don’t show me your fucking face today.
As if I want to see your fucking face.
Fucking great.
Wonderful.
Awesome.
Fantastic.
He left me on Read.Again. Nikolai never leaves me on Read.
I keep checking the exchange every half an hour like a junkie, but there’s nothing from him.
No stupid, entertaining story of the day. No memes. No dick pics that he loves to send at the most random times.
It’s late evening, around the hour when I’d usually sneak out of the house and go to him like a druggy in need of a hit, but I doubt he’s there today.
Besides, he doesn’t want to see myfucking faceanyway.
Good grief.
My hand finds the back of my neck and I tug on the fine hairs until pain explodes all over my skin.
But it’s not enough.
It doesn’t hurt enough or provide enough relief. I’m neurotic, my brain ticking and my skin prickling at the lack of him.
I really went ahead and made myself addicted, didn’t I?
The impulse to destroy the painting in front of me tingles under my skin and I’m about to give in when my phone buzzes in my hand.
My heart lurches and I’m taken aback by the force of my reaction.
Right. He can’t stay away. After all, he’s the one who’s obsessed with me.
I’ll forgive him for acting like a thick cow…
My heart falls when I find out it’s a text from Annika. But it’s for a different reason than disappointment.
Anni
