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“You didn’t come!”
Lyle frowned at her, confused at her outburst. “My job is to makeyoucome.” Xe stated, shrugging.
Jillian couldn’t decipher xyr expression, nor xyr tone, but she knew something felt off. She couldn’t take it anymore. She had to ask, even if it meant risking Lyle pulling away.
She sat up properly, fully turning towards xem. “Okay, tell me what’s wrong.”
“What do you mean?”
“Your reluctance to let me touch you, your hesitance to be inside me, you not even trying to come,” she listed. “What is the problem? And don’t tell me you’re not aroused, because I can see your cock and it’s fucking hard.”
Her tone was more frustrated and harsh than intended, but Lyle’s expression didn’t change despite that, which only worried her more.
“I know we don’t know each other, and we’re not friends. But if there’s a problem, you can talk to me,” Jillian finally added, her tone softer.
Lyle was staring at the ceiling when xe replied, xyr tone sharp. “You’re right, we’re not friends.”
Xe spoke the truth, and just repeated whatshehad originally said, but xyr words still hurt. Even if they weren’t friends, she had felt like they were getting closer. Apparently she was the only one who felt it.
“We could be,” she tried, her voice a little more than a whisper. “I mean, sex is nice and all, but I wouldn’t mind knowing you better, or seeing you on occasions other than this. You seem like good company.”
When xe looked at her again, there was suspicion in xyr big eyes. “You would see me again? For something other than sex?”
Jillian didn’t hesitate. “Yes.”
Lyle looked at her intensely before turning xyr eyes back to the ceiling. Jillian deflated, sad that her words didn’t comfort xem as she hoped. Maybe she had scared xem off, creeped xem out with such sudden familiarity. Her sadness grew as she realized thatthismight be the last night she sees xem.
A few moments later, the demon spoke again.
“I don’t fuck the people who summon me anymore, because it had started feeling too personal. What we just did is the closest to it I’ve ever done in centuries,” xe confessed quietly. “I touch them, I go down on them, but I never penetrate them or let them touch me. Usually they don’t mind; most don’t even notice as long as they get a few orgasms in return for summoning me. They call on me for a purpose and don’t care about anything other than that. Most humans are pretty fucking rude about it, too.”
Jillian’s chest filled with guilt at the memory of how she treated xem, knowing damn well she had been making demands of xem, too. Thinking back she hadn’t been polite about it either.
Lyle sighed, annoyance in xyr eyes. “I just make them come, then I leave, and we never see each other again.”
“You never go back to them?” Jillian asked, surprised.
Lyle shook xyr head, confusing her even more.
“But you did with me. You came back again,” she reminded xem. “And you fucked me. Didn’t it feel too personal with me?”
Xe hesitated a moment before xe replied. “I wanted it to be personal this time.”
Jillian’s breath caught in her throat. “Despite me still wanting to use you for sex?”
Xe nodded silently. Lyle seemed to be very professional, but xe broke xyr own rules because xe seemed to find something in her that xe liked, something different from the others who called xem for xyr services. Xe’d never been cruel or violent; xe actually took great care of her. She was embarrassed to admit that she had been craving closeness with Lyle, and she wasn’t lying about wanting to be xyr friend.
“It makes sense that you demanded sex from me,” Lyle started. “Because that’s what you summoned me for and what I was created to do. But you also made sure to talk to me. You conversed as if you were actually interested in me. You were kind, too.” When xe glanced at her, she noticed the vulnerability in xyr eyes. “You offered me the food you cooked. You gifted me something.”
“The toy doesn’t really count,” Jillian replied, frowning. “That was a selfish gift.”
“Maybe. But you had both of our pleasures in mind when you made it, not just yours. And even if it were entirely selfish, that was still the first time aclientgave me something.”
She turned and placed her elbows on the bed, head resting on her hands to look at xem properly. “Will you accept my offer of friendship, then?”
There was surprise in xyr eyes. “You really want to be my friend?”
She smiled down at xem. “Yes, I do.”
