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It’s just me and Alyssa, floating around in a void of our own making.
She sucks on the head of my cock, letting rivulets of her spit run down my shaft before they coat my balls. She goes slow, massaging gently while she draws me deeper into her mouth. By the time my cock hits the back of her throat, my sense of restraint has disappeared with my anger.
I grab the sides of her head and start jerking my hips upwards, into her mouth. Her hands clamp down on my thighs, but she keeps her head steady.
With my jaw clenched tight, I fuck her mouth so hard that sweat starts beading up along my skin. Her strangled gasps only spur me on as I lose myself in her warmth and wetness.
It’s never felt like this before. Not withanyone.
Finally, I can’t hold back any longer. I erupt in her mouth, spurting cum down the back of her throat. Even after I’ve released her head, she doesn’t pull out. She just keeps sucking while my body spirals out of control.
“Fuck,” I growl as she continues to suck me long past the point of the orgasm. “Fuck!”
I collapse back against the bed, but it feels like she’s attached to my cock. She keeps sucking on me. Hard. So hard that, within seconds, she’s got me back to ready, on the precipice of coming all over again.
“Fuck… Alyssa…”
Her name escapes my lips and still, she doesn’t stop sucking me off. The moment her fingers caress my balls, I explode inside her once more. She laps it up all over again like she didn’t have enough the first time.
As my heartbeat slows, all I want to do now is close my eyes and sleep. A dreamless sleep, preferably. But the reason I force myself into an upright position again is because I want to sleepherewithher.
She’s still on her knees in front of me.God, what I would give to kiss her right now.
That’s my second reason to leave. Actually, who am I kidding? I have thousands of those.
But I allow myself just one moment of weakness. I stroke her perfect, blush pink cheek with the back of my fingers.
Then I get the fuck up and I get the fuck out.
Because, despite what I know I want, I also know that I can’t have it. We come from two infinitely different universes. We’re two completely different people. We can’t exist together in either sphere.
All we have are these stolen moments in the silence between our worlds.
I meet her eyes for a fleeting second. Then I rip myself away from her and practically run to the door. I don’t turn back before I leave.
If I do…
I may not leave at all.
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ALYSSA
The hot shower does a good job of wiping my body clean.
But as for my head? Yeah—not so much.
By the time I force myself out from under the rainfall showerhead, my fingers are badly pruned and I’m no closer to figuring out what to do than I was before.
One thing I can be sure of: Uri sought me out. He was going through something and he came tome.I may be struggling to control my feelings for him—but now, I’m sure that, in his own way, he’s going through the exact same struggle.
We’re like magnets with opposite poles. No matter how hard we try to fight it, we keep being pulled back together by forces beyond our control.
My core has been throbbing since he left. My jaw is a little sore and my tongue is still salty with his taste—but I don’t regret any of it.
And that, in and of itself, freaks me out.
Shouldn’tI regret it? Wouldn’t a normal, self-respecting woman be appalled at the way Uri is treating me? Like I’m expendable to him? A sex toy that he can use and discard whenever he pleases?
