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“Okay. Look I’m sorry, really, I am. I know what it feels like to be in your position,” Trev said gently.
“You do?” Eddie asked, looking at him with disbelief.
“Yeah. Believe it or not I had feelings for Ethan for a long time before we got together and at the time, I truly thought there was no possible way we would ever get together. So, I just kept them to myself, as painful as it was at the time,” Trev said, showing a vulnerability that he usually kept hidden.
“Well at least you have him now,” Eddie said looking down into his beer again then continued, “I won’t get that.”
“That’s true I guess, I’m very lucky to have him. I wanted to talk about this with you to hopefully give you some closure. I care about you a lot as a friend, but that’s as far as my feelings will ever go. I know it’s not a nice thing to hear but I really hope it might help you to move on and open yourself up to meeting someone else. I know it was really impossible for me to do that when I was constantly holding onto hope about Ethan in secret and I want to see you happy,” Trev said gently, reaching over and giving Eddie’s hand a comforting squeeze.
He looked at Eddie, hoping that his words didn’t cause him too much hurt. No one likes rejection in any form but he knew that sometimes you’ve got to go through that to come out the other side.
Eddie was still staring into his beer and nodded, letting out a big sigh. He looked up at Trev. “Thanks, I guess. I know I need to let it go, and I don’t want you to feel uncomfortable around me, especially when you’re with Ethan. I truly am happy for you.”
“Thanks Eddie, you’ll meet someone great. I’m sure of it,” Trev said with a reassuring smile.
They finished their beers while making small talk then gave each other a hug and went home.
Trev walked in the door and smelt something delicious. “Mmm ... whatcha cooking, babe?” he called out as he removed his shoes.
Ethan was standing in front of the stove and turned to look over his shoulder at Trev with a smile. “Spaghetti! I figured the chat with Eddie would be uncomfortable so I made you some comfort food,” he called out.
Trev walked up behind Ethan and wrapped his arms around his waist. “You’re the best,” he said, taking a deep inhale of Ethan’s scent at his neck then let out a sigh at the comfort of holding his boyfriend. Talking to Eddie reminded him of the feelings of sadness he had for a long time when he thought there was no hope of being with the man he loved so much.
After they finished their dinner, Trev gave Ethan an overview of the chat he had with Eddie while they were having a drink on the couch. “I feel bad for him. I know how he feels and I really hope he finds someone to be happy with,” Trev said.
“He will. You’ve done all you can so it’s just a matter of time now,” Ethan replied while putting a comforting hand on Trev’s thigh, then slowing running it up and down the length of his leg.
Trev’s cock jumped as Ethan’s hand got close only to then run back down toward his knee, on the next upstroke. Trev grabbed Ethan’s hand and kept moving it up till it was placed over the forming bulge in his pants.
Ethan smiled and leaned over to kiss Trev deeply while stroking his hand over the growing bulge.
Trev looked at him with lust. “I want to do something we haven’t done in a while.”
Ethan kept stroking and smiled. “Yeah? What’s that?”
“I want to sixty-nine. Like we did when we first started hooking up.”
“Feeling nostalgic?” Ethan wondered, returning Trev’s look of lust.
Trev looked at Ethan with longing. “Very.”
Ethan moaned in anticipation, he grabbed Trev’s hand and led him toward the bedroom. Ethan took his time undressing Trev, kissing every inch of his torso as he peeled away his shirt. He then removed his own shirt and embraced Trev, their bare chests pressed together as they kissed, tongues swirling in exploration of each other.
Trev pulled back and unbuckled Ethan’s pants, crouching down as he lowered them with his briefs, exposing Ethan’s fully erect cock which was standing proud, mere inches away from his face. Trev licked his lips in anticipation, he leaned forward but instead of plunging his mouth strait onto it, he kissed the tip then lifted it to place more soft kisses up the entire length, worshipping it.
Ethan was beginning to breath heavily. He could sense that Trev wanted to take his time and it was a beautiful sight to watch his lover worshipping his cock, but it was also killing him.
Ethan was starting to get desperate for more. “Fuck … you’ve never looked hotter,” he purred while looking down at Trev.
Trev looked up and smiled, then while holding eye contact, he slowly lowered his mouth over the Ethan’s length. Ethan gasped and could help but thread his fingers gently through Trev’s hair as he felt his cock engulfed in the warmth of Trev’s mouth.
Ethan moaned as Trev sucked hard. He let Trev set the pace of pulling his head back then plunging back down on Ethan’s cock again and again.
“Mmm … as amazing as this is … I believe you wanted a sixty-nine?” Ethan reminded.
Trev lifted his head off Ethan’s cock, stood and started unbuckling his pants with a smile. “Definitely.”
Ethan removed his pants from around his ankles then climbed on the bed to watch Trev peel away his clothing and lie down to join him, face to cock. They both lazily started licking each other’s length, swirling their tongues over the head and finding all the sensitive spots to focus on.
