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“So damn delicious,” he murmured and licked over the sore purple splotch he’d left behind.“Salty yet sweet.”He ran his tongue up to my ear then nuzzled his face in my damp hair.“Whoareyou, Kellen Roberts,” he whispered, almost as if…he was as in awe of me as I was with him.
“I am who everyone needs me to be,” I said even though I wasn’t sure JJ had expected an answer.
“And when are you whoyouneed to be?”
I considered his question before answering.“Tonight was the first time in years.”I allowed myself to admit to what I hadn’t realized until he’d asked.
“You have to take care of yourself—you’ll lose your identity if you don’t, Kell.”He kissed my neck and squeezed me a little tighter.
Maybe I already had.
Who was I?
What were my dreams?What made me happy?What did I actually do for myself that was fulfilling?I’d been so damn set on retaliation for so long.I had climbed onto a backseat with no destination in mind, leaving me aimlessly losing my sense of self to vindictive righteousness.
But I volunteered at the vet clinic.Spent a lot of time at the gym and exercising to keep myself healthy.Family made me happy.
I opened my mouth to tell him as much, but his lips found mine, quickly shutting all thoughts down and once more wrapping me up in everything he was.His touch, his scent, his heat that seared through clear to the core of me.
As though he branded me—
A cell rang, a tone I didn’t recognize.
We both ignored it as JJ continued to hold and kiss me, the slow strokes of our tongues not meant to rekindle any fire but soothe and comfort.Share a newfound intimacy I suddenly craved.
His phone went off again.
“Want to get that?”I asked quietly since as a detective he might need to.
He groaned an exhale, shifting me in my arms, and I lifted off his dick, sliding forward to kneel onto my knees.A slow hiss escaped me as he left me empty.
A dinged notification let us both know he’d gotten a voicemail—or text.
“Ah, fucking hell.Look at that,” JJ groaned, his fingers sliding through the mess dripping from my hole where I sat in front of him, legs wide, spent balls and soft dick an inch from the floor.I’d never felt so vulnerable in my goddamned life—but safe too.Contentment swelled inside me, a peacefulness I’d never experienced before, even with Xavier.
“Wish I had a plug to keep my seed inside you.”Thick fingers shoved into my body, JJ doing what he wanted as his lips once more found my neck, the heat of his chest against my back.
Fuck, this man.
I would never get enough.Fucking ever.“Maybe we could—”
His goddamned cell notification ruined the moment for a fourth fucking time, ripping some seriously heavy thoughts from my head I’d been about to spill aloud.
“Fuck.”JJ grabbed his sweats and pushed up to his feet, fishing his phone from a pocket with his clean hand to swipe the screen to life.He scowled at the message.“JesusfuckingChrist!”
Cum leaking from my ass, I peered up at him, wondering what the hell was going on.“Work?”I asked quietly, apprehension shifting along my heated skin like a cold breeze over how deeply his forehead furrowed.
“No.”Glowering, he wiped his fingers clean on his sweats and quickly shot back a text to whoever had shattered the little bubble we’d been in.“Fuck!”he hollered again, yanking up his pants.
He was leaving when I’d lowered my defenses and had been about to ask him for more.
It was an easy guess who needed him since it hadn’t been the city of Boston.
Alex.
Pain knifed through my chest, and I swallowed hard, fighting the urge to rub over my pecs.Curl up in a ball.Bite my tongue to keep from screaming.
“I-I have to go.”JJ wouldn’t look at me while swiping his other clothes off the floor.
