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It's peaceful.
I’m glad for the large front yard we have as we make our way to the car. I sneak a peek at his face in the moonlight and, as always, his eyes meet mine. He was already looking at me, waiting for me to look at him. We pause our walk and laugh. His hands wrap around the small frame of my face and we just stare at each other for a few moments before he finally speaks.
“This feels good, Alex. I really like you, but…”
Butterflies erupt in my belly. I feel like I could throw up. I wonder if he’s going to say anything after his little talk with Cora. "But?” I ask nervously. My hands hold his forearm, anchoring myself to him as I wait for the next words to leave his mouth.
“I’m terrified that you are going to rip me to pieces.”
I scoff. “Me? Ripyouto pieces?”
“Yes, you- Alex Monroe- the toughest girl I have ever met. You may rip me to pieces.'' I follow his line of sight to the place where our hands now meet. “Just the simple touch of our skin, your hand in mine feels so good. Is that weird?”
“It’s not weird at all. I was thinking the same thing. I think that every time. It feels so…calming, it almost makes me sleepy.”
“Yes! That's exactly how I feel too, Alex. I’ll be honest, you confuse the fuck out of me.”
I don’t know what to say. I feel like this is too good to be true. He is a player, a cocky asshole who just wants to say he tamed me. I’m just a challenge to him. A conquest- once won, he will tire of me.
He stares at me, waiting for a response, and moves a piece of hair behind my ear.
Why is he so good? There has to be some kind of catch. I feel so confused and scared, he is nothing like I thought he would be and that scares me even more.
“I don't know, Kohen. Do we even know each other enough to say we like each other? I like hanging out and this…” I say and then kiss him.
He kisses me back, tugging softly on the hair that hangs down my back.
He pulls away. “Tell me you'll be mine.”
“I don't want you to break my heart. I didn't expect any of this. I don’t want to like you. Everyone said…”
He interrupts me before I can finish the sentence.
“I don’t give a fuck what anyone said, Alex, and I don’t want to hear it. I let people think and say what they want. They don’t know me. Things aren’t always as they seem. But you,youcan know me, you can know me like no one else knows me. Me and you, I think we are the same. The feeling I get when I'm around you, and when I first saw you...” His facial expressions are telling the story his heart wants it to. I feel my heart beating rapidly in my chest, pounding at the walls surrounding it to be near his.
I interrupted his speech with another kiss, jumping up and wrapping my legs around him. I already know he can handle carrying me easily. The embrace feels like fire, the flames licking at every inch of my skin. My body lights up for him- he is the light to my darkness. His light is a flame, it may consume me whole. That’s where my fears lie- in the fact that he could incinerate my heart and soul to ash. There will be nothing left.
Don’t fall for any of this,the little voice whispers.
I don’t plan on it. This is just sex, just surface level, it isn’t going anywhere. Even if I wanted it to, it’s too good to be true. He must have something up his sleeve. Some game he is playing with me. I'll be damned if he wins.
A little spark of pain travels down my arm, and it brings me out of my intrusive thoughts. He’s biting my shoulder. But then peppers kisses over the area he just brought pain to.
That feels like a foreshadowing of things to come but I don’t let that thought run. I want to feel every single thing that’s about to happen. So I pull myself into the moment. Sex. Just sex.
He pulls my body to him, grabbing handfuls of my ass, and tits as his hands roam over my body. “Fuck, your skin feels so good.” I hear him inhale a deep breath taking in the scent of me. His fingers reach my waistband and I unwrap my legs from his torso. My feet touch the ground and I open the door to his car and slide into the backseat. He watches me with a hunger in his eyes I've never seen, pupils dilated, lips swollen, he's gorgeous.
I pull my sleep shorts down my legs and toss them to the floorboard. His eyes widen as he realizes I’m not wearing any panties. I place the heel of my feet on the edge of the seat and spread my legs for him.
“Fuck, baby. That’s a pretty pussy. Tell me it’s mine.”
I slip my fingers in between my legs and dip one inside of me, watching him watch me and I'm dripping wet for him. The way he watches me makes me feel like a goddess.
“This pussy?” I tease as I continue the little show for him.
“Yes, that’s MY pussy.” I see his resistance slipping and he moves a little closer.
“Nah ah ah.” I remove my fingers and start to close my legs. “Don't come any closer, Kohen, not until I say.”
