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My broken heart slumps to the bottom of my dark soul.

“It did? Did you answer it? Who was it?”

I stay quiet, listening.

Music, the buzz of people conversing. He is at a party. As he should be, living his best life, without me. Just like Walker. He gets the happy ending and I get nothing.

“It says My Angel on the screen. Here.”

I hang up, block his number and stand up urgently. I'm dizzy from all the wine. The room spins, shades of maroon, black, and grey surrounding me. I grab the sofa to ground myself and make my way up the stairs. I run the bath water and stare at my reflection as I undress.

“You are broken.”

Saying it out loud feels good.

“Worthless. And everyone would be happier without you.”

Stepping backward until my feet hit the tub, I step in and turn the shower head on.

Rinsing away the sadness, and disgust, I feel pathetic. I’m here crying for him and he is just partying.

No, this doesn’t work for me. I’m going to shower, sober up, and get dressed to go out all by my damn self. All I need is me. I will fuck the first hot guy I see, even if it’s in the goddamn restroom because I want to rid my body of any traces of Kohen Lee Ventura.

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