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I hoped.
Tori ate.Several times she looked as though she was about to start a conversation and then stopped herself.Guilt now mingled with my existing conflict of emotions.I liked Tori, loved her even, and here I was treating her terribly because I could not control myself.
When we had eaten and Tori had excused herself to step behind a tree for a moment, we settled down to sleep.I lay down, folding my hands behind my head and locking my fingers together, staring at the stars and watching the galaxies in the distance, wondering if one of them contained Tori’s home planet and if she missed it.I imagine she did, and again, I should be comforting her, not lying here battling my urges.
Again, I had failed as a mate.
Maybe after we found Tori’s friends, I should leave her with them under Ilk’s protection.I wasn’t good enough for her, not like this.
I kept my gaze trained toward the sky as Tori shuffled around next to me, I assumed trying to find a comfortable spot.I wanted to cuddle into her, and I would have to when the night winds picked up.But I couldn’t do it while she was awake and squirming against me, igniting my every nerve on fire with her movements.
“Vitri,” she whispered from somewhere next to me.
“What is it, Tori?”I tried my best to keep my voice calm but knew from her hesitation in responding I sounded angry.I hoped she could forgive me when I finally figured out how to control this.
“Vitri, look at me.”
Rolling my head to the side, I gasped, a sound which quickly turned into a growl as I scrambled into a crouch and moved away from her.She was naked, standing above me, her skin almost glowing in the light of the moon and the stars.“Tori,” I gasped out her name, looking at the ground and curling my fingers around the undergrowth, hoping to ground myself.“What are you doing?”
When I raised my eyes to hers, trying and failing not to let my gaze wander over the curves and lines of her body, her expression was determined, even if her voice was timid.“Would it help…” she swallowed before straightening her posture and starting again, “Would it help keep you under control if we had sex?”
“Tori…” Her name was nothing but a growl from between clenched teeth, and I trembled through the next few seconds, my pheromones tumbling over the air between us and meeting her intoxicating scent halfway.
She stepped forward, and I shuffled away, standing and backing up against a tree, pressing my fingers against the texture of it, desperately trying to focus on anything but her.“Maybe you’ll be able to keep better control if you… give in a little, you know?If we have sex a couple of times a day… maybe?”Her voice trailed off into nothing, and when I raised my head to face her again, my expression was dark.
“Run.”
“What?”
I straightened, and her eyes followed the movement until I towered over her, twitching with every ounce of strength it was taking me not to attack her right now.“Run, Tori.Run from me.I’ll find you in the morning.Run and hide.”
Every word was agony to get out, but that pain was nothing compared to the shock of her taking a step toward me.“No.”She was trembling, but her expression was still filled with determination.She took another step, then another, and placed a warm palm on my chest, causing another avalanche of growls to shudder through me.“Not this time.”Her breathy whisper was destroying what was left of my self-control.“Take me, Vitri.”
“Please,” I pleaded with her, shaking almost uncontrollably now.“Please leave.”
Her voice was husky and filled with lust.“Don’t push me away.Why don’t you trust yourself?”
My eyes closed.Tori’s scent was temporarily wiped from my mind, replaced with the memories of the lab we were created in.The cages, the instruments of torture, the constant reminder from the Ghaal they created us and could destroy us just as easily—brandishing a weapon in front of us that would essentially shut our bodies down.I remembered my first scent of female hormones as one of us began to change and how I had turned into an animal, and my brothers had to hold me back.I had been the first one to lose control like that.I was the weakest, and I didn’t want to be weak.I should be protecting Tori.
“You don’t understand.”I forced the words through gritted teeth.
I wasn’t weak.Iwasn’t.
“Take me, Vitri.It’s okay, I trust you.Please take me.”When I didn’t answer, she pushed herself onto her toes and planted a hand on my shoulder, whispering against my ear, “Fuck me, Vitri.”
I lost control.
The roar that escaped my throat was foreign to me, and I ripped my loin cloth from my body and pounced at Tori.She cried out in surprise but didn’t struggle or try to move away, instead remaining supple and soft in my hands as I lowered her to the ground.Grunting, I began grinding my erect cock against the inside of her thigh, barely enough awareness in me left to check that she was wet.Tracing a greedy palm down her body, I slipped a finger into her waiting cunt, and she cried out again, arching her back and pressing herself against me.She was wet, so deliciously wet and ready for me.Sucking her taste off my finger, I lined up my cock with her entrance, using my hands to spread her thighs and hold her legs apart.Her scent hit me, and I released a snarl.Tori reached up and grabbed my arms, gripping me with her fingers and talking to me.I pushed the haze in my mind aside to hear her—she was encouraging me.
Beggingme.
“Vitri, please.Come on, fuck me, please.Please.”
With a groan, I slid my cock into her waiting cunt, her moans only enticing me to push harder until I was completely enveloped within her.She was so tight around me, and I twitched and groaned as she clenched.Glancing down, I watched where our bodies met, her legs parted, and her cunt stretched open to take me.
I growled out her name, gripped her hips, and pulled out slightly, only to slam back into her.
Her encouraging moans broke whatever was left of my control.
