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“Yes, I...”
Suddenly she leaps back from me, her expression filled with embarrassment. “I...uhm...I uhm...” she stammers, her cheeks going red. “STIs!”
Summer claps her hand over her mouth as I raise an eyebrow. “STIs? Do you have something you wanna tell me, Tinks?”
She shakes her head furiously. “You,” she hisses. “Do you?”
“What?”
“We have had unprotected sex - twice. I went to get tested, but they haven’t gotten back to me yet.”
“Oh,” I murmur. The thought hadn’t even crossed my mind. I figured she wasn’t the type to sleep around, which is what made her so appealing in the first place and me...well. “Before that night, I hadn’t had sex in six months, and I gloved up. That time and every time before then. I’m clean.”
Her eyes widen. “Six months?”
“Mm-hm.” Narrowing my eyes, I smile. “You’re surprised?”
She nods slowly, her cheeks heating up even more. “I expected you to be...but I’m sorry. That was judgmental, and knowing what I know now, I feel even more terrible for thinking that. I’ve always been careful, not that I have much to talk about. Can you forgive me?”
“Nothing to forgive, Tinks. But now that we’ve cleared that up, can we carry on with what we were about to do?”
Nodding, she comes closer again. “Yes, but we do it my way.”
Curious, I tilt my head. “What is your way?”
“Follow me and see.”
33
SUMMER
My heart races with anticipation. Leading Ciarán down the hallway to his bedroom, I push open the door and boldly enter.
There’s more to sex than rough fucking, and I want to show him that.
Pushing him back to the bed, smiling at the look of surprise on his face, he lands on the soft mattress, his eyes lock onto mine, and I can see the hunger there – a desire for me that goes beyond simply taking what he wants. I straddle him, mesmerized by his chiseled chest and abs. He’s gorgeous, but it’s not his looks that have me captivated right now – it’s the vulnerability he’s allowing me to see.
“Tinks...” he breathes, watching me with a mix of hesitation and longing. I know this is unfamiliar territory for him, but I also know he wants to see where this leads.
“Trust me.”
As I lean down to press a tender kiss over his heart, I sense a shift in the air – a mutual understanding that tonight will be about more than just physical pleasure.
With the weight of our shared past and the scars that define us, I realize that there’s more to intimacy than what we’ve known before. I lean closer to Ciarán, my lips hovering just above his.
“Let me show you how I feel about you,” I whisper, and with that, I close the gap between us, pressing my mouth against his in a slow, deliberate kiss.
The moment our lips touch, it feels as if time slows down. The sensation is electric, the sparks of passion igniting into something deeper, something more profound. As our mouths move together, I weave my fingers through his dark hair, pulling him closer to me.
“Tinks,” he murmurs against my lips, the intensity of my kiss taking him by surprise.
“Trust me, Ciarán,” I whisper, urging him to let go of his preconceptions about pleasure and desire. His hands tentatively find their way to my hips, gripping them gently as our kisses deepen, exploring each other in a way that transcends physical lust.
Slowly, I pull away from him, my eyes filled with determination. It’s time for me to bare myself to him, not only emotionally but physically as well. With steady hands, I undress, peeling off layers of clothing until I stand before him in all my naked glory.
Ciarán’s eyes rove over my body, widening in awe at the sight of my exposed skin. He reaches out a trembling hand, wanting to touch, but hesitating, unsure if he should, but he can’t help it.
His fingertips graze my skin, tracing the curves and valleys of my body, leaving trails of fire in their wake. I can see the wonder in his eyes, the dawning realization that there’s more to sex than just rough, carnal pleasure. I’m almost sad for him that he has never experienced this before. Having said that, I’m no expert. And this is definitely something I have never experienced before, either. But he needs me to guide him, so I lose all thoughts and let my instincts lead.
