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"Teddy," I whisper back, my heart racing. "I want you too." With trembling fingers, I push down his boxers, and he helps me slide them off. Now we are both bare, vulnerable in each other's embrace.
I hear him break open a wrapper with his teeth, but he doesn't make me wait long. He lifts my leg, his bicep strong against my skin, and then he's pushing into me. It's been so many years since I've felt anything like this – the sensation of being filled, claimed by another person. He must know, because I'm moaning as he stretches me, his length pressing deep inside. As he adjusts, he kisses my neck, soothing and arousing me all at once.
"Are you okay?" he asks, concern etched into his voice.
"Yes," I assure him, my tears betraying the storm of emotions within me. A single tear escapes, but he brushes it away, symbolically caring for me and reassuring me that I'm not alone in this moment.
When he's fully seated inside me, he starts to rock his hips ever so slightly, stirring an indescribable pleasure within me. As we move together, I can't help but think of how different this is from the life I've chosen – training to be a nun, devoting myself to God. Yet, as Teddy touches me with such tenderness and passion, I wonder if maybe this is where I truly belong – in the arms of a man who loves me, despite our complicated past and the darkness that surrounds us.
"Teddy," I whisper, clinging to him. "I love you."
"I love you too, Darkness," he murmurs against my skin, his devotion shining through every touch, every kiss.
"Teddy, faster," I gasp, my chest heaving. He obliges, his hips rocking into me with more urgency now. The sensation is dizzying, almost too much for my starved senses. As each thrust deepens our connection, I feel myself slipping farther from the world I've known, drawn deeper into Teddy's intoxicating embrace.
"Raven, I need you to know..." His voice trembles as he speaks between ragged breaths, "I love you. I've always loved you. You're the only one I've ever wanted."
His words wash over me like a warm tidal wave, filling the empty spaces in my heart. How could I have ever believed that devotion to a higher power could compare to the fierce love I feel for this man?
"Teddy, I'm here now," I whisper, and he nods, his eyes full of emotion.
"God, you drive me crazy," he murmurs, his hand moving around to the front of me, fingers deftly caressing my clit. A jolt of pleasure shoots through me, and I bite back a moan. At the same time, his other hand slips around my neck, gently pressing down. The mix of sensations is overwhelming – pleasure and pain, vulnerability and trust, all tangled together in a way that makes it impossible to tell where one ends and the other begins.
"Teddy, I... I think I'm gonna come," I warn him, feeling the heat rise within me.
"Let go, Darkness. I want to feel you," he urges me, his grip on my neck tightening just enough to send me spiraling over the edge.
"Teddy!" My cry echoes through the room as the waves crash over me, pleasure so intense it's almost painful. It's only him, only Teddy who can make me feel this way – alive and seen, loved in a way I never thought possible.
As I shudder against him, the warmth flooding through my veins, he continues to hold me close, whispering words of love and devotion that I know in my heart are true.
"Teddy, don't hold back," I urge him, feeling the tension in his body as he continues to rock into me. The room is filled with our labored breathing and the sound of skin against skin, creating a rhythm that's almost like a dark, seductive song.
"Raven... I can't..." His voice is thick with need, and I know he's close. We're both teetering on the edge, lost in this moment of complete surrender.
"Let go, Teddy. It's okay," I whisper, feeling the shudders of his body as he finally releases, coming deep inside of me. Our heartbeats seem to sync, pounding out the same primal beat as we ride the waves of pleasure together.
As we start to come down from the high, Teddy kisses me tenderly, his love for me evident in every touch. "I love you so much, Raven," he murmurs between kisses, and I believe him with every fiber of my being.
ChapterTwenty-Seven
The sound of rain beating against the warehouse roof fills the space, its rhythm a steady, soothing backdrop to our quiet intimacy. Teddy grabs one of the blankets from the floor and drapes it over us, his warmth seeping into my bones as he pulls me close. I nestle into his arms, feeling like I belong there, like I never want to leave.
"How are you feeling?" he asks, concern lacing his voice.
"Okay," I mumble, the word barely audible. It's obvious he knows that I'm not really okay, but he doesn't press.
"Anything you wanna talk about?" he asks, running his fingers through my hair.
I shake my head. "Nah, I just like being with you."
He holds me tighter, and I can hear the smile in his voice. "I like it too. If I had it my way, we would've been together all along." His words feel like something solid that I can cling to amidst the chaos inside me.
We fall silent for what feels like hours. Then, he finally asks the question that I know has been haunting him. "Why did you leave?"
I try to find the right words, opening and closing my mouth like some stupid fish out of water. But when they come, they spill out like blood from a wound. "I didn't leave. I ran away."
"Ran away?" he echoes, confusion etched on his face. "Why?"
