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“A few months ago. Before I moved to Scornrock, a boy I liked at church kissed me good-bye.” That was a half-truth. I’d never liked Aaron, but I had let him kiss me. I lied to RJ to get his reaction, like he’d done to me with the brunette he’d brought into the diner. Frustratingly, he didn’t seem to care about the guy who’d given me my first kiss.
“Are you a virgin? Have you been touched anywhere else?” His grip on my neck hurt a little. I wasn’t sure why he was asking such personal questions, but his intensity increased as he questioned my virginity.
I shook my head. “I haven’t been touched anywhere else.”
“So you’re a virgin?”
“Yes. Why does it matter?”
“I’m possessive, Ella. I don’t share. I will lose my mind if another guy touches what’s mine. Do you understand?”
“Well, I’m not yours.” And the way he was talking, I wasn’t sure I wanted to be there, with him. What if RJ was too much for me?
“You’re about to be, unless you tell me to take you home right now. Do you want me to leave you alone and forget I ever laid eyes on you?” He pecked my lips softly, but somehow I knew everything else about him was dangerous and violent.
My soul begged me to say yes, wanting to be filled with RJ’s darkness. I was tired of pretending to be a sweet Christian girl when I wasn’t.
“I’m waiting.” He lightly bit my bottom lip.
“What happens when you discover I’m not what you think I am and dump me? Because I’ll tell you right now, RJ, I don’t forget anything. If you think you can have fun with me, then drop me like a bad habit; I’ll make your life hell.”
“Call it a gut feeling, and from now on, call me Rocky.” His full lips descended on mine.
Call me Rocky.His request excited me. Or was it a command? It didn’t matter. I liked the name Rocky more than RJ.
As I suspected,Rockywasn’t soft anymore, kissing me like I was about to vanish into thin air and he had to get his fill before I was gone. “Fuck, you taste good.”
I moaned into his mouth, kissing him back just as wildly while rocking on the firmness in his jeans.
“Are you getting wet for me?”
His question shocked me. But now that he’d asked, I noticed my panties were soaked. “Yes.”
“I need to feel, baby.” He tugged my skirt up, and his hand went between my legs. “Fuck, yeah.” He fondled me through the satin fabric, rubbing my aching nub. He went back to devouring my mouth, kissing me sloppily and oh-so-hot.
Everything about this moment with Rocky was better than anything I’d ever imagined being with a guy would be like.
I loved it.
Desired more.
Felt like I’d explode any second if he kept playing with me.
“I want you so fucking much, Ella. You have no idea how badly I want to fuck you.”
I froze.
“And that right there is why I won’t…tonight.”
“What?” I jerked my head back. “Youdon’twant to have sex with me?” I kept my expression neutral, though I was insulted and disappointed.
“Hell yes, I want to. I’m desperate to dirty you up and mold your virgin pussy to fitonlymy giant cock.”
“But not tonight?” I was so annoyed, yet turned on, to know he wanted to dirty me up and mold me to hisgiantdick. A nervous twitch sprouted in my stomach. What did giant mean? The jumbo zucchini I’d seen at the county fair in Iowa last year flashed in my head. He couldn’t be that big, could he?
“You’re not ready for me to have my way with you. But you will be before Halloween.”
“How do you know?”
