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“For what?”
“So I can get out of Scornrock.”
He tilted his head. “Baby, you’re club property. You can’t leave unless we release you.”
“Then release me. Vegas said there’d be a vote.” I sat on the sofa.
Tomcat followed and took the spot beside me. “Where would you go?”
“Don’t ask me that.”
“I get it.” He took my hand, raised it to his lips, and kissed it. “But I don’t want you to leave. Who would I fuck when you’re gone? Nobody’s pussy is as good as yours.”
My face heated as I laughed. “Don’t get sweet and sentimental. Earlier you said not to box you in, that you couldn’t claim me. Let’s stick to that.” I turned to the side to face him. “If Rocky is back for good, I have to leave.”
“It sounds like he’s staying. He wants to be made a member, then voted in as president.”
“Shit. When will this happen?”
“He’s such a cocky son of a bitch. He wants it this weekend, and a party.”
“A party.” I sank onto the sofa and pulled my knees against my chest. “That means I’d have to have sex with everyone, including him.”
“No. Not after what happened last weekend.” He lifted me onto his lap and wrapped his strong arms around me. “I won’t let Vegas pull that shit again. I promise I will kill him.”
“If Rocky is president, no one will stop him from doing as he pleases.”
“Then I’ll—”
I put my finger on his lips. “No. You can’t kill Rocky.”
He took my finger into his mouth and sucked on it. My pussy tingled, and my eyes closed. It would be incredible to get lost with Tomcat and float into the clouds after he made me come multiple times. My worries would temporarily disappear, but…
“I can’t.” I pressed my forehead to his. “I’m messed up right now.” I removed my finger from his mouth.
“You still love him.”
“No. I hate him. I just need to process and figure out what I’m going to do.”
“You know I can take your mind off him for tonight.” He dropped a kiss on my lips.
“I’m sorry. I’m just not feeling it.” I was so lying, and Tomcat knew it. “I hate him. I do.”
“Sounds like you’re trying to convince yourself.”
“Just spend the night with me. Maybe I’ll feel different in the morning.” What was I doing? I hadn’t let anyone spend the night.
“Sure, sweetheart. And if you’re up to it, you can suck me off before breakfast.” He winked and stood with me in his arms and went down the short hallway. There were only three doors. The closed door to Rockson’s bedroom and the open doors to the bathroom and mine. He entered my room.
“Sounds like a plan.” Relief spread through me. I hoped that in the morning I would be better.
I wasn’t lying about needing to process and figure out what I would do now that Rocky was in Scornrock. But my emotions were uncontrolled. I was freaking out and couldn’t have sex with Tomcat after seeing Rocky. It pissed me off to the nth degree. There was no good reason to refrain from pleasure. Why was I depriving myself when I knew my ex wouldn’t have any problem fucking someone else tonight? I supposed our differences were what made me better than him.
Tomcat set me on the bed, then disappeared into the bathroom across from my bedroom. I quickly undressed and put on an oversized T-shirt to sleep in. Usually when I was with a man at the clubhouse, I stayed naked, but I couldn’t expose myself tonight.
Even though Tomcat and Vegas had been the closest things to boyfriends I’d had the past few years, we hadn’t taken our relationships outside the club. They didn’t usually come to my house at night or sleep over. Rockson could’ve woken up, seen me with one of them, and gotten confused. My little guy was so desperate to have a daddy. I wouldn’t risk him making assumptions, although he probably already had, because he was brilliant.
I should make Tomcat leave.
