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His caramel hair was curling just at the top of his ears, a few strands falling on his forehead. He’d drank that night, which was quite unlike him. His whiskey eyes were shining with mischief, but there was something else. Longing. Regret.
I thought you should know Jake tried to get me to partake in a threesome tonight.
My heart dropped. Ice crawling up my veins. Everyone at school knew of Jake and Chris’ssexcapades.Jake was the worst of the four of them. Even Luke was an angel next to him. If anyone could drag Chris to hell with him, it was Jake White. And while Chris wasn’t ashamed of enjoying sex with beautiful girls, he wasn’t doing anything wrong. Jake was constantly cheating on his girlfriend.
I had never felt more stupid than I did at that moment in my life.
I think I should also tell you he almost succeeded. To be completely honest with you, I’m drunk. I don’t often let him make me do something I’m not really into, but I didn’t really have the strength to fight it. And I put my hands on her.
Now,thatwas the time I never felt more stupid.
Oh,was the only thing that really came out of me.Okay. And that.
I prayed the disappointment wasn’t obvious on my face, but when I saw the reflection of it in his eyes, I knew there was no point fighting it.
I think it was probably the most stupid thing I’ve ever done. He said it so simply. Because it was the truth.I stopped it. I left them behind.
It took all my strength to ask,Why?
Because I only make mistakes when I think they’re worth it, Ella.
He was wearing blue jeans and a simple white shirt. Always elegant. Always easy on the eye.
And his voice. It was so deep, so confident.
Like what?I asked.
My entire being wanted to be that mistake, but I didn’t dare believe he had chosen me. That if Chris Murray was going to break rules, it would be with me. And that it would beworth it.
He bit his lower lip, but it still didn’t stop the smile spreading on his face. He had, and still has, a slightly chipped front tooth. A stupid fight, he had explained to me. Getting Jake out of trouble as always.
When he took a step toward me, I was frozen on the spot, a wide bathroom counter behind me.
I’m going to kiss you, he warned me. It was the first time I heard something ominous in his voice.And I would suggest stopping me now if you don’t want me to, because once I start, there’s no going back.
With some kind of magic, he managed to make me forget all about that girl who he almost partook in a threesome with. All that mattered in that moment was that he chose me over her. I didn’t even think of my brother back then, only of my heart. I didn’t think of the risks I was taking by letting Christopher Murray, one of the kings of Stoneview Prep, near me. As I said, he was no virgin angel. Despite his discretion and respect for the girls he slept with, the rumor mill never spared him, and I knew he wasn’t celibate. Far from it.
He was close to me when I asked,no going back? For how long? There’s no future in what you’re trying to start.
He put his palms on the counter, on either side of me, caging me in.
You’re mine for however long I decide, Ella. When I want something, nothing can get in my way. Not your brother. Not the age difference. Not even you.He smiled, almost politely, giving me time to register his words.So, do you want to give in now or another time?
He waited. It took me a minute to understand he actually wanted an answer. So, with my neck strained from looking up at him, my eyes wide from the shock, and my skin burning from the need to have him touch me, I whispered,now.
He voiced his approval for the first time.
That’s a good girl.
And who knew those words would be my downfall?
I didn’t understand I opened the gates of hell by allowing him to capture my mouth in a tender kiss that turned ravenous when I parted my lips. It was too early to know that man would consume my every thought and my entire soul. I let him grab my waist and sit me on the counter so he could kiss me more easily.
I trembled when he slid a large hand to the back of my neck, grabbing my hair and adjusting the angle of my head.
I moaned into his mouth when he did something as simple as snake his hand under my skirt and wrap it around my thigh.
To this day, I still can’t say if it lasted hours or less than a second. It was long enough to change me forever, too short that I wanted so much more. He kissed my jaw afterward, my neck. I let him.
