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My laugh is equally breathless.“You can’t see me.”
“I know every line of you.”She slides the fingers of one hand into the hair at the nape of my neck while the other trails over my stomach, outlining the definition of my abs.“It’s not like you’ll judge me for this, right?For wanting to feel good?”
“Never.”I’d never judge her, although part of me wants to die because she’s asking Luke for this, not me.
She lifts her hand and runs it down my neck to the curve of my shoulder.“You’re my fantasy.And I want the fantasy tonight.”Her voice is almost defiant, like she’s ready to fight for the little bit of pleasure she wants.As if I’m gonna give her a hard time for it.
But fuck.I have to give her a hard time for it.
“Beautiful girl,” I say, pulling away.“We can’t do this.”
“Oh,” she says.Then, “Oh!Oh god, I’m so sorry.”She stands abruptly.“I don’t know what I was thinking, asking you to do things you’re not comfortable with.”
“No!No, that’s… that’s not the problem.”If anything, the problem is wanting it too much.But it’s no different than when we’re at Verdant.I don’t get to have different ethics here.
“Okay.So what is it?”She sounds confused, her confidence wavering.
“I’m using a fake name and wearing a disguise,” I say a little desperately, aware that this situation might be spinning out of control.“I could be anybody.I could be somebody you know.”I sound like myself.Hell, maybe she’ll figure it out herself.Maybe I won’t have to be the one to tell her.
I’m such a fucking coward.
My mind starts running through my options.
Leave this room right now without any kind of explanation.She’s hurt, and I did the hurting.Lose/lose.
Announce that I’m her new friend Jonesy, and I’ve been lying to her for weeks.She’s betrayed, and I did the betraying.Lose/lose.
Stay here and make her feel good, then keep a respectful distance from her until she leaves town.Win/win/kind-of lose.
Shit.I should’ve been listening better every time Wyatt got drunk and started talking about game theory.
“Well!”Liv says brightly as she stoops to collect her cash.“I think I’m going to call it a night.”
“Why?”
She makes a tiny scoffing noise as she straightens.“I’m extremely uninterested in pestering someone who’s not attracted to me.”
I laugh, sounding a little unhinged.“You think I’m not attracted to you?”I step forward and pin her between my erection and the stool.“Do you feel how much I want you to pester me?”
“Oh my god.”She shifts her hips to rub against mine like she’s seeking proof.And my rock-hard dick is nothingbutproof.I grit my teeth against the white-hot pleasure as she grinds against me.
“Baby, I ache for you,” I whisper into her ear.
“So you’d be okay with?—”
She squeaks when I swing her into my arms and carry her to the couch, sitting down and positioning her on my lap with her back against my chest.I barely hide a shudder when her ass shifts against my dick.I’m harder than I’ve ever been, and in this moment, that feels like a win/win/win.
Moving quickly, I pull off the beard and sunglasses.It’s a risk, but the couch sits in the darkest corner of the room.She’s little more than angles and shadows under the dark red light, and I’m gambling that I’m equally obscured.I’m also gambling that what I’m about to do will lift her up out of her body for long enough that I can get dressed again afterward.
“This is your fantasy,” I whisper in her ear, catching the lobe between my teeth and biting.“Say the word and I stop.”
“I’m not saying the word,” she says immediately, and I huff a laugh.
“You’re the boss.”I slide my hand over her thigh and under her skirt, pushing aside her panties to find smooth skin.“And fuck, you’re bare,” I say with a moan.
My cock throbs as I stroke my finger along her seam, and she moans too.
“So wet,” I growl.“Is this for me?Or someone else who danced tonight?”
