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“Eavesdropping, kitten?” he asks, already knowing the answer.

“It was all lies.” I quiver before him.

“Nothing was a lie, Savannah. You knew why I took you, what I wanted,” he says matter of fact.

“B-but I thought,” I whimper.

“You thought wrong, princess,” he hisses through clenched teeth.

Once again, my mind fills with uncertain thoughts. Jacob never truly cared about me, it was all an act to gain my trust.

A tear slides down my cheek and I hurry to wipe it away. He doesn’t miss it though, raising an eyebrow as he watches me.

“On your knees, Savannah, you know the rules.”

Straightening my body, I adjust myself so I’m on my knees. Jacob stares down at me, his eyes burning through me, and I can’t help the way my heart beats rapidly.

It feels like time passes painfully slowly before Jacob moves again. His fingers caress the side of my jaw, his touch different to his words.

How can they be true?

I swallow, the action catching Jacob’s interest, he sighs then moves behind me.

“I thought by now you would have learned I don’t like disobedience, Savannah.”

I’m terrified of what punishment he’s about to draw out when his hands wrap around my neck from behind, his fingers squeezing my neck tightly.

“I don’t enjoy repeating myself.” He grunts, sending shivers down my spine.

“I’ve tried physical punishment, I’ve even given you sexual punishment, yet again you're breaking the rules, Savannah. What shall I do with you?”

“I-I’m sorry, sir,” I murmur, hating him for putting me through this again.

Soft cries escape my lips once I realize Jacob gets off on my pain, regardless of whether he truly cares for me or not, this is who he is.

I thought I wanted this, wanted him. But now I’m not sure.

I watchSavannah on her knees, my cock standing to attention at her like this for us, my fingers wrap around her throat feeling the gulp she takes as they do.

Speaking with her father upset me more than I’d like to admit.

I’d been ready to tell him all the ways I’d enjoyed her and what I’d taken from her. He began laughing and I’d lost it. I couldn’t believe he truly didn’t care about her, he had her and everyone around him so easily fooled. She was a ploy in his game.

Savannah flinches when I move, gripping her throat tighter.

“You look so good on your knees for me, kitten.” I growl, twisting my free hand around her hair. I tug her head back catching the glare she gives me.

She has every right to be angry with me. After all, I was trying everything in my power to make her angry. I wanted her to hate me, despise me. It would hurt less when I walked away.

Savannah deserves more, more than I can ever truly give her. My past haunts me and I am a soulless monster waiting for redemption.

I was willing to die for my girls, willing to sacrifice my happiness for them.

I’ve enjoyed playing with my little kitten, but now the time is coming to an end. When I walk away I’ll leave her with Bishop. Her brother can care for her more than either her father or I ever could.

So why is it so fucking hard to say goodbye?

Taking a deep look, I commit every feature of Savannah to memory.

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