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Before I can finish, he uses his hands to push me down on him and he slides deeply all the way inside. I cry out in pleasure, but he muffles it with a deep kiss as I squeeze my legs tighter and rock my hips in sync with his.
One of his hands slides up my back while the other stays on my bum, and we move together so passionately it's like nothing else exists.
He starts to slow down then breaks away from a kiss to say, “I want to see you.” He puts both hands under my bum again and while still inside me, he walks back to the bed, and lays me down gently, my back on the bed.
I resist the urge to close my eyes. Instead, I stare into his the entire time, feeling every inch of him. Just seeing him over me like this is driving me crazy and I wrap my legs tightly around him again.
He doesn’t skip a beat and continues moving inside me as we move almost in a quiet desperation together. We are keeping eye contact and I dig into his back and try to keep my moans down.
As he goes faster, I can’t help it and lean my head back. My moans start to get louder, and he drowns them out with his mouth. It’s not long before I’m crying out into his kiss and shuddering with pleasure underneath him, breathless and sweaty.
I feel him shudder inside me too right after. He lays over me, his face in my neck. He is holding himself up the tiniest bit to not crush me, and I enjoy every second of his body over mine. I run my fingers through his hair as I work to catch my breath.
He lifts himself up higher to look at me, and then he kisses me tenderly.
“How was it?” he asks after the kiss, his eyes searching for my validation.
“Amazing,” I say without hesitation, and giggle, still breathless.
I feel him still inside me and, while a good feeling, it starts to bother me. As I come back to reality, I realize I just slept with my boss, and that can ruin everything.
I made a mistake. How could I be so reckless? I don’t want to jeopardize my job, or my friendship with Jane…
The overwhelming thoughts become impossible to bare.
“I gotta go,” I say, barely more than a whisper, gently pushing him off me.
“No, wait,” Logan complains, frowning with concern. “I thought you were sleeping here?”
I shake my head. “I can’t, Mr. Bardin,” I go back to calling him the way I should. “My aunt is taking care of my sister and they must be worried.”
He groans, “If you have to.”
“I do,” I nod, “But don’t worry. I’ll be back on Monday as if nothing happened.”
He doesn’t seem very happy to hear me say that. I call an Uber, and as I get dressed, he starts to get sulky and gloomy.
I put on the shoes Mrs. Ritz loaned me and wonder if I should kiss Mr. Bardin goodbye or not. Deciding not to, I just stand and say, without turning around, “See you, Mr. Bardin.”
“See you, Joyce,” he says so softly I barely hear it.
I head outside alone, determined to return to my regular life.
Chapter Ten
LOGAN
AllthroughtheweekendI grow angrier and angrier because I can’t stop thinking about Joyce.
Mostly I’m angry because for her, our little encounter meant nothing.
I take Anna to the movies on Sunday, but I can barely pay attention to the movie. I normally pay little attention anyway because Anna can’t sit still, but this time it was worse. The memory of Joyce wouldn’t leave me.
On Monday she arrives early to get Anna ready for school and doesn’t even give me the time of day. During the day, I realize I’m no longer getting bombarded by messages from her like usual, and I hate myself for missing them.
How’s Anna?
I text her, surprising even myself for texting first for once.
