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My smile faded as I stared up at the ceiling, growing contemplative.
Did I trust Amarok not to look at me differently after he understood everything I’d been through? He had seen the bruises, so he knew that aspect of it, at least. And I didn’t think the other stuff would really affect how he felt about me.
But… did I want him to know everything?
I thought back to the way he’d held me while he told me about his brother.
To the hours we’d spent discussing it, because he needed someone to talk to about it and wanted me to know.
I wasn’t sure I wanted to talk toanyoneabout everything Allen had done to me… but, I did think it would free me from him even more when the past was no longer a secret.
And ultimately, I couldn’t leave anything between me and Amarok. Not if I wanted our relationship to be a safe one, where we could both trust each other.
So, I took a deep breath, and started from the beginning.
Though his body moved closer and his free hand caught mine, he continued stroking my leg lightly, making sure I was comfortable.
Making sure I knew he wasn’t judging me, and that his feelings for me weren’t changing.
Even when his grip on my hand grew tight and his chest rumbled unhappily, he kept touching me.
And honestly?
It meant everything to me.
When I finally finished the story of meeting Serae on that bench and then meeting him, Amarok pulled me into his arms and hugged me. His grip was fierce, but not painful. Never painful.
The man knew how not to trigger me, and he had since the moment he saw those bruises on my face when we met. He didn’t treat me like I was fragile, but like I was important. He just wanted me safe and happy; there wasn’t anything else he had ever pushed me for.
And I wanted him safe and happy too.
Hell, I wanted more than that.
I wanted him to be safe, happy, andmine.
Permanently.
I had seen the mated men; they doted on their women just as much as the unmated ones, if not more. Their personalities and effort didn’t change after they had claimed their woman permanently.
So, what was I waiting for?
I lifted my mouth to Amarok’s, and kissed him.
I kissed him softly.
Sweetly.
And passionately, when his hands found my ass and gripped me tightly, rolling onto his back so I was in control.
Amarok didn’t think I was broken after everything I’d been through.
He thought I wasstrong.
Our mouths made love as our bare bodies pressed against each other, and he tilted my hips slightly. Just enough that he found my entrance, so that when I lowered my ass, the head of his cock slid inside me.
Our breathing picked up together, the frenzy glowing brightly around us as we kissed until we couldn’t any longer, releasing each other’s mouths so we could breathe while we moved.
He thrust from below me while I rolled my hips, my cries of pleasure filling the air when he hit me in all the right places.
