Page 15 of Untold Restraint


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And I mean it about the birth control, Kira. Whatever you decide, that’s fine by me. If we make a baby, I will love that kid so fucking hard. I’ll be everything my father is not. I swear it. If you want to wait and live your life a little before you have kids… I know a guy who’s desperate to live it with you.

Now, where were we…?

Once I’m tied down, you’re going to show me whatyourprimal urges are. And don’t be gentle. I want everything you’ve got. Every desire unleashed and driving your body to climax. Forget my needs and show me yours. I’ll come when you do — I promise.

I can’t wait to see your beautiful breasts bouncing in my face. I’ll never forget the way you showed them to me, that day. No fear. All, “Look at me and weep, motherfucker.”

My cock hasn’t stopped weeping for you since.

I fucking love your tits, Kira. And they’re so much bigger now… Fuck.

I’ve torn up so many past letters when I’ve accidentally revealed something I shouldn’t, so you’d never know how sick my love for you can get, but I don’t care anymore. You’re getting old enough to fuck, and I need to confess it before we do. I don’t want it to change things, but you need to know.

I’ve been watching you. Unapologetically.

My transfer to Seattle has been a blessing and a curse.

I try to stay away, but there are times I’ve just needed to sneak over to see you. To make sure you’re safe. Make sure you’re still real, and not just the curvy, smart-mouthed woman in my dreams. I needed to know you still think of me — that you get my letters and feel my love for you, obsessive as it fucking may be.

I lurk in the shadows, like a dirty fucking perv, every chance I get. It’s my favorite hobby.Youare my favorite pastime.

I’m so filthy for you, too, Kira. I sit behind tinted windows and fuck myself, watching you.

Does that make you scared, or do you love it?

Does it send a thrill down your spine?

Are you flattered I couldn’t stay away?

That I watch you when you’re reading in the park and that I know you use my letters like bookmarks, so you can read them when you’re out under the trees, like a sexy fairy princess in the wild?

How does it feel that I know when you get to the naughty bits, because you look around to make sure there’s nobody in sight?

I’m hidden, but I’m watching, beautiful. And I love it.

I love it when you start to squirm and touch yourself under that picnic blanket, keeping it secret in case someone walks past.

I know what you’re doing, Kira.

I know, and I come with you.

You’re my dirty little spitfire, and I want to fuck you under that blanket for real. We’ll do it every way you can imagine. I’ll lick you hard and drink your pleasure when you come. You can sit in my lap and pretend to keep reading, while I make your pussy clench and your eyes cross.

But our first time will be fucking brutal if you let me take you the way I want, and you deserve better.

Fuck. Am I scaring you? I don’t want to do that. Don’t be scared.

Know that a single word out of your mouth with be enough to stop me. I will obey. I know a good thing when I have it, and I don’t ever want to drive you away.

The future is ours, Kira. Not mine, not yours, and definitely not fucking Jack’s. Ours.

What will it look like?

Apart from the fucking, I mean. Obviously, there will be a lot of that, you naughty little squeeze.

I’ve almost completed my apprenticeship. And my degree, obviously. Couldn’t fake that, or he’d know. Doing both has been a hard slog, but it’ll be worth it. I’m going to tell him soon, Kira. Jules is out; Thaddy’s almost done; and we’ve got Atty, Magnus, Linus, Alexus, and their mom’s to safety, too. It’s time.

And it’s going to hurt him.

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