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“I want to tell you so much, but I’m afraid it might run you off, and that’s the last thing I want to happen. I want you to feel safe and never have to hide or run to the other side of the world. I promise I will never allow anyone to harm one hair on your head or make you feel another day of sadness. Those days are over for you if you want them to be.”
“What does that mean? If I want them to be?”
“No one ever gave you a choice before, but I will. We have ten years between us, and in some circles, I may seem like a fossil chasing after a young girl, but I never really cared what people think of me.”
“First, I’m a woman, and here’s another confession, I think I fell for you on the first day we met. I’ll admit that it would have been scandalous, but not now. Age doesn’t matter, and I don’t care what people think of me. This is crazy, right?”
“Yeah, it is, but it’s our story, and we can write it any way we want. Is it something you can see yourself exploring with me?” I didn’t answer him with more words; no, there would be time for that later. I wanted this man with every beat of my heart and couldn’t wait to have him. He stopped us once before, trying to be the perfect gentleman. We both know he has some wolf in him, too, so I’m giving him the green light to take and make me his. We kissed and tangled our limbs around each other as hepushed me down to the mattress with his glorious body hovering over mine.
“Are you sure?” he asked. I smiled and moved under him, showing him exactly what I wanted. He looked deeply into my eyes, it felt like he was looking right through me, and I never wanted him to stop. For the first time, someone looked at me with something more than hate or disgust.
“Principessa, I need to hear the words, please. I don’t want to push you into something you are not ready for.”
“I’m ready, Bourne, and I want you to make love to me,” he placed his forehead down to mine and let out a deep breath before connecting his eyes with mine. Blue to brown and brown to blue.
“I can’t.”
“What?” I almost choked on his rejection, but he quickly kissed me to put me at ease.
“I need to say something first,” he said as he continued to kiss me. “I love you, Principessa, and I want more than anything else to love you and make you mine forever. My biggest regret is not being there for you when someone should have, but I’m here now and not going anywhere.”
His words were as comforting as the blanket that covered me in his bed. I wanted this man, and to the outside looking in, we’re practically strangers, but not to us. We have a connection, and I might have thought it began when I thought I was meeting a perfect stranger back in Rome, but that’s not true. We’ve been connected since we met, and although our lives went in separate directions, an invisible link always tied us together.
I wasn’t sure if I was ready to say the exact words back to him since it’s just not something I know and understand yet, but I’m not afraid, and I know what I want. He demanded honesty, and my eyes always seemed to be able to show that one truth you cannot hide. I looked into his and said, “Please make love tome. You are the one I choose,” he squeezed his eyes closed, and when he opened them again, I no longer saw hesitation. I wasn’t wearing much, so it was easy to be naked in a flash, but he took his time. He moved off the bed and slowly unbuttoned his dress shirt, undoing each button one at a time.
It was a seductive floor show that I could not tear my eyes away from. After Bourne undid the last button, he shoved his shirt over his broad shoulders and down his muscled back. It fell to the floor, and he asked, “Shall I continue?”
I swear I tasted blood after I bit down on my lip. “Yes,” I said in a shaky voice.
He chuckled, then his hands went to his leather belt and unfastened it. He held it with his deft fingers after pulling it through his pants' loops and dropping it to the floor. Next was the button of his pants, one flick, and it was undone. The build-up was incredibly erotic, and I already felt the wetness between my legs. He knew what he was doing to me, and I wanted more.
I was so lost in my fantasies of Bourne that I almost missed him shoving them down his gorgeous, sculpted legs. He wasn’t a man; no, that pales compared to what is standing gloriously naked before me. I had my own version of the statue of David. So what does that make me? His Venus? My eyes continued to look over his body as I took all his nakedness in. I was dying to touch him, and I wanted Bourne to touch me. He opened the side table drawer and retrieved condoms and a small bottle of lube, which I doubted I needed since I was already wet from the anticipation alone. The blanket shoved aside, and the mattress dipped as he placed one knee down with his hand cupping my face.
“You’re thinking too hard, Principessa, but so beautiful. Shall we divest of your clothes? Or am I the only one who will be naked?”
I sat up quicker than he probably expected me to and pulled up my tank top over my head, tossing it to the floor. My shortswere easy and gone as well. I was naked just like him and never felt more exposed in my entire life, but in a good way. Confiding in Bourne felt as if I had cleansed my soul. It will feel the same when Bourne makes love to me as he puts all my broken pieces back together.
“You are exquisite,”
“I’d say the same, but I don’t want to inflate your huge ego,” I laughed.
“That’s not the only thing that’s huge, but you’ll figure that out soon enough.” He kissed me hard and then soft until I crumbled beneath him. “We will take this nice and slow, okay?”
“Whatever you want,” I breathed out, not caring how I sounded. He didn’t either and began to feast on my breasts before gliding his tongue down to my aroused core. Then, using his two hands, he slowly parted my thighs and began to feast on my pussy, every so often looking up to ensure I was okay. I shot up off the bed with his mouth still on my sensitive flesh sucking and biting in rhythmic motion until I came and shouted his name.
I had used my fingers on myself and once tried the vibrator that Lucy had bought for me since I wasn’t getting any action back at school. I remember I was mortified when I opened the box to find it with all its bells and whistles, but Lucy said I would not be disappointed with the results, and she was right. I thought it was amazing when I first experimented with the toy, but nothing compares to how Bourne makes me feel. My body was convulsing with one wave after another until my legs fell to the side. I felt so fucking sated. He climbed back up my body in a slow and calculated movement, touching every part of my skin. Finally, he reached my mouth, and when we kissed, I tasted my essence on him, and I liked it.
“Are you okay?” he asked again, and then I felt around for the condoms he had tossed on the bed, handed them over, and gavehim my answer. I was more than ready and didn’t want to wait anymore to feel him inside me.
“Principessa, show me how you get yourself off?” I immediately felt the heat of his question burn my skin. “Come on, I know you have; now show me,” he instructed as he took each of my fingers and sucked them into his mouth before guiding my hand to my pussy. “Go on, show me,” After he asked me again, I found the courage to do it.
He was right about knowing that I’ve experimented with this act before. But, unfortunately, it wasn’t like I had a boyfriend to practice on, so my hand was it. So, instead, I lived vicariously through Lucy and her romance with her now Frenchman husband. I could have found a way to date if I wanted to, but under the watchful eyes of my brother’s guards, no boy wanted a gun-carrying hitman as the third wheel on our date.
I began to writhe under his expert tutelage as my fingers teased my insides and rubbed over my clit. I was burning up and didn’t know how long I could stand this. He then placed his hand over mine and guided it exactly where he wanted me to go. I rose higher and higher until I hit my peak and then exploded into a million pieces around him. I was wrung out in the best way. He took my hand in his and, again, kissed the remnants of my arousal off my fingers.
“You’re ready, and that was the most incredible sight to watch. You look even more gorgeous when you come, and I can’t wait to do it again.” He kissed me soundly and then took the condom and rolled it down his cock, which was equally beautiful as the rest of him. “Relax and pull your knees up to your chest, and then let them just fall open naturally. Breathe. We will take this slowly until you get used to me.” I inhaled a few deep breaths, just as he instructed me to, and on the last breath out, he pushed inside me.“Wow! This fucking hurt, but I’ll be damned if I stop him now,”I shouted silently in my mind and prayed he couldn’tsee the distress on my face. This is my first time having sex, which is supposed to hurt. At least, that’s what Lucy warned me about. He was big and thick as he filled me to the brim. When I didn’t think he could go any deeper, he did, and I felt my body skyrocket off the bed.
Again, he studied my face; this time, when he did, I didn’t feel the burn or pain. Instead, I felt pure pleasure and never wanted it to stop. If this was a dream, I never wanted to wake up from it.
