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The other two brothers stay close, making sure I’m safe since I can’t balance myself, but also making sure they’re involved.

“You look so fucking good riding him,” Knight says.

“If you were doing this to anyone but my brother, I’d have to beat the shit out of someone,” Nova says. “You fucking make my cock eternally hard.”

Axel kisses my neck, and massages my breasts. Knight and Nova are intimate with me from either side, but I can’t touch any of them. All I can do is accept what they offer, and give in to every thrust of Axel’s shaft as he makes me whole.

And possibly more than whole if our unprotected sex has consequences. Am I finally ready to admit that Fantasy Wendy was right?

It’s a dangerous thought, made even worse by how quickly I come and how quickly I pull his release from him. I’m limp in his embrace. I’m completely at their mercy. I’ve surrendered and I’m happy.

Physically we’re perfect together. But a relationship has to be more than a physical connection. We need to be friends too. And we are. We have to respect our differences. And we do. But I thought that with he-who-won’t-be-named. It was too perfect, just like this. Well, notjustlike this.

Axel whispers. “I love you, Wendy.”

Knight joins him, “Damn, I love you, Wendy.”

Nova looks away. His chest expands and releases. He faces me, and his words are intentional. “I love you, Wendy.”

It all happens so fast, I can’t stop them before they all say it. Anxiety wells inside of me. How can they know they love me? What even is love? And why did Nova have to say it? Is his declaration proof that we’re moving too fast like he’s always done?

The intimacy comes crashing down. The bright light of the full moon shines like a glaring spotlight in my eyes, exposing me, blinding me. I’m uncomfortable. I turn my face away, unable to defend myself.

Only one other man than my father has said he loved me. He didn’t loveme, no matter how good it felt to hear his words.

“Untie me.”

“Hey, hey. Slow down.” Axel grips me with both hands.

I twist my shoulders. “Untie me now.”

“We will. Calm down.”

Knight takes control. His hand around my wrist is met with sudden freedom as the ribbon falls free. “What’s wrong?”

“This isn’t love. This is lust and sex and… Just let me go.”

Nova looks sick as he turns, walking away from us.

Axel says, “I thought we were—”

“You can’t say love. That’s not what this is.”

The hurt in their expressions tells me I might be wrong.

Axel wraps an arm around my shoulder as Knight helps me get my clothes on. No one’s worried about the cum dripping down my leg. No one needs to be. The worst problem is what’s left inside of me and what they put inside of me previously.

I am just a foolish girl. My dad was right. I’m too screwed up to trust that people can love me.

Fourteen

Nova

Iknewbetterthanto say those three little fucking words. Why couldn’t I keep my damn mouth shut?

Anger flows through my veins. Why did I storm away from them? My bike was right there. My hands itch to grab the handlebars, rev the throttle, and put miles between us.

Wendy’s going to break my heart.

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