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I cannot believe I have been so foolish.

Cam used me.

It must have been a ploy from the beginning.

She acts like she doesn’t know me and infiltrates my life. It is the only thing that makes sense. Cam acts all innocent but she really is a femme fatale. Trying to ruin me, probably for the way I treated her all those years ago.

I cannot believe I was so blinded by love. The feelings of love and affection have changed into anger and hatred overnight.

She has caused me so much pain and done so much harm to me and soon Maisey.

We found no evidence at the break in. She might have even staged that as well.

All these thoughts are running through my head and I don’t even realize that I am crying until I start choking on the tears.

I thought I was mad. Or frustrated but I am more than that. I am heart broken.

I opened my heart up again and got used. Again. My deceased wife would never have hurt me like this. Nicoli would and did use me and here Cam is.

I don’t know what I have done to deserve all of this pain but I am truly hurt and here I am. A grown man reduced to tears.

I allow myself one hour. One hour to cry and scream and be broken before I pick myself up and call my private jet.

Maisey needs her dad and I need her.

Heading home and walking through that lobby alone is one of the hardest moments I’ve had since Cam came into my life.

The newspapers are no longer on the walls but are in piles on the ground. The staff must have been in the process of cleaning them up. Which I am thankful for.

The ride to the airport is quiet as I am stuck with just my thoughts.

All I know is that Cam is not who I thought she was and that I need to be with the only female I can trust. My sweet Maisey.

It takes a few hours but I am back home with Maisey.

She tells me all about her time with the nanny from the agency, Leanne. Leanne eyed me up and down seductively as she left and it reminded me why I don’t fraternize with the nannies.

“Where’s mommy?” Maisey finally asks once she realizes that no one else has joined us.

I shake my head, unsure of how to break the news to her.

“Daddy, where's Ms. Cam? Is she hiding?” Maisey gets up and runs around the penthouse.

A choking sound comes out of my throat and Maisey runs back into the room, “Daddy are you okay?”

“Cam is no longer going to be your nanny,” I try to explain as I hold back my tears.

“I know that. She’s going to be my mommy,” Maisey says, like it's the most obvious thing in the world.

I thought my heart hurt the moment I realized Cam was a liar but it hurts even more now realizing that Maisey is about to lose another mother figure because of me. Because I got involved with one of her nannies.

“No, sweety, Cam isn’t going to be around anymore.”

Maisey’s face scrunches up. I can tell she doesn’t understand.

“Cam is gone. She isn’t who we thought she was.”

“But she was going to be my new mommy,” Maisey cries out. “I wanted her to be my mommy.”

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