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This isn’t real. This is crazy. I can’t go there with her. Her touch… it’s too much…yet not enough…
And I wake up.
Suddenly, I wake up from drowning in her. From jumping down that cliff, she warned me about.
But I am afraid it’s too late.
I already flew off it and down to the murky waters where she resides.
Chapter seventeen
Kira
Song: Kiiara – L*** Is a Bad Word
Poof and he’s gone. Just like that. One minute, we were dying as if the only way to survive was by kissing each other. As if the world would cease to exist if my lips weren’t touching his, and the next, he pulls away, his eyes shut down—and not in a physical way—and without a single word he’s gone.
Poof.
It takes me a second to come down, to stop my chest from heaving and my lips begging for his. It takes another second to realize I can still taste him on my tongue and feel my throat sore from the way he fucked it. Like a man possessed. Like I was it for him when I know he has someone else.
When I found his room empty this morning, I knew he’d gone to her, and the rage that woke up in me was nothing like I have ever experienced before.
Not eventhen…when I lost the last piece of my soul…
No, this was a new sensation. I wanted to wreck the whole world to find him and her. I wanted to take back what was mine and never give him back. And I knew I was losing it because none of this was real, but that just seems to be the new normwhere my fake boyfriend is concerned because here we are. Him fucking my mouth, and me reaching an orgasm I never knew was possible in the process.
I called him into my office to rip him a new one and found myself shoved to my knees in front of the man. Something I swore would never happen. Not again. Not afterthose days.
So, what the hell do I do with this now? How do I make sense of my actions?
Thankfully, my phone dings with a text and pulls my head out of that cliff. The one I am not merely ready to go down.
Julius:Is he still alive?
I fight the urge to roll my eyes. Trust my brother to get straight to the point.
Kira:Very much so. Based on the moans, he growled not five minutes ago.
Julius:Fucking hell, Kira. Do I look like I want to know ANYTHING about your sex life?
Kira:What? You asked.
Julius:A simple yes would suffice.
Kira:Don’t be a wimp, brother. And why do you even care? I thought you hated any man in my life.
Julius:You don’t have any men in your life for me to hate anymore.
Kira:Sure. Your disregard is very clear this morning.
Julius:Just don’t go there, okay?
The easy smile I had slipped off my face.
Kira:You will have to be a bit more specific. You see, we already went there.
Julius:Again, not interested in who you have sex with. And you know exactly what I mean.
