Page 27 of Drawing Dead


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“I didn’t want to tell you this because I was afraid it would scare you off, but you need to know. I’m never letting you go. I’ll kill anyone who tries to take you from me. I want you to have my name. My baby growing inside you. You are everything. Don’t you know that?”

I watch the tears drip from her eyes to my desk. “I want to believe it.” Her voice is small.

I know what she’s battling right now. She doubts everyone’s intentions to keep her because Bronwyn took her in and instead of showing her love and affection, he gave her money and expensive nannies or boarding schools. He protected her, but he didn’t cherish her. That’s my job now.

“Kukla, I’ll spend every day from here on out proving to you that you and any children we have are my priority. Andrei said that he understood.”

Her eyes find mine as I continue to kiss her. She moves her ass against my cock, and I’m about to lose control. As her Master, I should maintain my control, but it’s been so long since I felt her cunt strangle my cock. So long since I heard her scream my name as she came on my cock.

“He understood what?” she asks as she continues to shred my control.

“In the Bratva, it’s your family, you forsake all others. But thePakhan’s father chose to move us into a more modern society and knew that he needed legitimate heirs and other relationships. I wasn’t going to though. Andrei was my prime focus. I thought I couldn’t protect him or lead with him if I had a family.” I pause as her movements pause. “Let me finish,” I tell her as I kiss her neck, sucking ever so slightly to leave a faint mark on her. “After I saw you the first time, I thought I could just keep an eye on you and not claim you. But when you were kidnapped, I knew I couldn’t stay away. I told you that already. Andrei told me that I could be better because of you. That having you isn’t a weakness. I’ll think of all our safety and not just go in guns blazing.” I chuckle, and my cock flexes in my slacks.

“Please let me up,” she says softly, and I worry that I’ve said too much. I raise my body, knowing I have to give her the choice. She flips over and slips from the desk to her knees in front of me. “I want to show you what you do to me when you are honest like this.” She unbuckles my belt and then pops the button on my slacks. She nuzzles my cock through my boxers, and I’m so close to snapping.

“Take it in your mouth,kukla,” I growl, and she pulls my boxers down.

I watch her eyes as she takes me in. She wraps her lips around the head and sucks me into her mouth. I flex my hips, pushing back further until tears pop in her eyes.

“Hands to your thighs.”

She does as I order her, and I start moving in and out of her mouth. I watch her as her eyes stare back at me. The black of her pupils overwhelming the deep brown. I continue to move in and out of her mouth until my balls start to draw up. I pull away, but she tries to follow. When I reach down, I grip her under her arms and fall back into my chair with her legs over the arms. I push her down my length and we both moan.

“Dima,” she moans as her head falls back. Her hair that was up in a sleek bun is falling loose along her shoulders. I work her up and down on my cock until I feel her tightening around me.

“Play with your clit,kukla.”

I watch her hand slide down and then feel her cunt ripple along my cock as she gets close. I lean forward and bite her neck. She explodes with a scream on my cock. Her cream sliding down my balls. I come hard, my cock flexing inside her. Hoping this time she does get pregnant. She falls to my chest, and I hold her close. When I feel like my legs will hold me, I stand up and lift her off me. She tries to get free from my arms, but I don’t release her. I reach down while holding her, curling her into my body, to pull up my pants a bit before I walk to my bathroom, where I finally let her go. I clean her up completely, making sure the martini is off her skin, and then I clean myself.

“I don’t have panties. You destroyed them.” She smiles and blushes at me.

“We are going home.”

I don’t tell her she’s coming home with me. Because of those flower deliveries, I don’t want her staying at the shelter by herself. I’m not allowed to stay with her, so she’ll be going with me.

Nine

LENNON

We aren’t in his car but a blacked-out SUV that I’m sure is armored. I look out the window and the fear hits me. I don’t want to go back to Clare’s House. For the first time ever, I fear those walls. With the flowers coming, the break-in attempts, and the other things I haven’t told him about, I’m scared. I don’t feel safe there.

“Dima,” I say, and he turns to look at me. His beautiful blue eyes are shuttered and not as open as always. He’s looking at his phone, and a tremble works through my body. I point at the phone. “That’s about me, isn’t it?”

“It is.” He sets his phone on the seat between us, and I see the file folder image with my name on it. He ran my background. It’s time I trusted him.

Lyric’s words go through my mind. Ainsley won’t be happy, but I need his protection.

“I want to go home with you. I’m scared to go back to Clare’s. I don’t have clothes, but if I can be back at my apartment early, I can shower and dress then. I need to go to work. I’ll take any guards you want. I want your help. I want your protection.” I reach out and take his hand in mine. “I trust you.” His hand flexes, and I know that’s what he’s been waiting for. My trust.

“I’ll have you back by seven on Monday so you can be in the office by eight. I’ve had a team on you. But if I can have someone in the building with you, that would be better. Or let Mikhail hack the security.”

“Whatever you need.” I let go of his hand and press my palm onto the face of his phone. “Have you read this?”

“Some.”

“I want to tell you.” I pause for a moment. “What I can tell you. I can’t tell you it all. It’s not all my story to tell.”

“Okay.” He laces our fingers while he slips the phone into his coat pocket with his other hand. I lean into him and notice we are definitely going to his house.

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