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He increased the pressure on my hand, though, and gave a harder tug. “Would you come in already? You’re letting in all the cold.” His lips curled into a smirk, and when I stepped into the front hall, he closed the door behind me then shoved me back against it, forcing my jacket off over my shoulders before kissing me roughly. Then he dug his fingers into my hair, showing me clearly what he wanted.
When he drew back, his eyes were heavy-lidded, his lips kiss-swollen. “I want this, okay? Don’t doubt that. I’m just a little out of practice.” Was it wrong of me that I liked knowing that? He began to back up, and I was eager to follow wherever he led me. “No staying for breakfast, though,” he said, pointing a finger at my chest.
“Sure,” I said without a lot of conviction. There was still time to change his mind.
Cam would be over the moon if he found me here in the morning, but I suspected this made-up rule was more for Jasper’s sake than anyone else’s. He’d gone all-in with me once before and got burned. This time around, he was guarding his heart—and I was okay with that. I’d already waited ten years for him; what was a few more days, weeks, or even months? I would wait forever if I had to.
I just really, really hoped it wouldn’t betoolong.
We tiptoed down the hall and into his bedroom at the end, closing the door softly and flipping the lock just in case. When Jasper turned to face me, we both paused for a second. “What now?” he asked.
I loved how he put his trust in me to lead. “Now you kiss me,” I told him, smirking.
As an alpha, I preferred to be more dominant in the bedroom, but I knew how important it was to let Jasper move at his own pace. I handed over the control to him.
Jasper’s breathing was ragged as he closed the distance between us and tipped up onto his toes, brushing the softest of kisses over my lips. It took everything in me not to grab him and throw him down on the mattress, tearing his clothes from his body.
With trembling fingers, he took the hem of my shirt and pulled it up, baring my chest. I obligingly lifted my arms for him and finished pulling it over my head, before tossing it on the floor.
“Oh, fuck,” he gasped, his eyes widening as he took me in. His gaze was hungry, hands tracing the lines of my muscles. “You’re like a statue of a Greek god, carved out of marble.”
I chuckled, enjoying his reaction. He was transfixed on my abs, and without warning, he leaned in and licked me, his mouth hot and wet, tracing a path from my navel, up to my right pec, then lingering briefly to lap at my nipple, nibbling with his teeth, sending tingling ripples of heat straight to my balls. I gasped and clutched at him, momentarily forgetting that this was supposed to be his show. But I needed to kiss him,now.
With an arm clamped around his waist, I dragged him straight up and into my arms, and he hooked his legs over my hips, holding on for dear life. “Eric,” he moaned, a plea.
“I’ve got you, Jasper. I’ll take care of you.” And I always would.
I laid him out across the mattress with the utmost care. He didn’t resist as I removed his shirt, then as I peeled his pants and briefs down his legs. I knelt at the base of the bed and admired the view.
Jasper’s body had changed since I last saw him naked. He’d lived a whole life over the past ten years. He wasn’t as lean as he once was, and there were silvery scars along his hips and lower abdomen, but knowing it was from growing our child was hot as hell. I couldn’t wait to witness the changes firsthand when we had our second child. My gaze traced a path over every inch of him.
“Why are you looking at me like that?” he asked, squirming under my scrutiny. He tried to cover himself up with his hands, but I tugged them away.
“Let me look,” I demanded, my voice husky. “It’s been too long, and I want to get reacquainted with your body.”
Settling between his legs on my stomach, I kissed across his stretchmarks, licking that birthmark on his hip I’d always loved so much, skirting back and forth around his erection but never giving him what he truly wanted. “Eric,” he grumbled self-consciously, unable to escape with how I had him pinned, but then I dipped my tongue into his belly button, and he laughed instead. “Cut it out, that tickles.”
His laughter was light and unexpected, and I loved the sound almost as much as I loved his moans. I’d always thought I was a lighthearted, easy-going guy, but the more time I spent with Jasper, the more buoyant I felt. An unseen burden lifted off me, a pressure that I hadn’t even been aware was weighing me down. And the way Jasper’s face smoothed out, losing the signs of strain around his eyes and the corners of his mouth, I suspected he felt it too.
I knew Jasper was a flight risk. I couldn’t give him any reason to doubt my feelings for him. I loved him, plain and simple, but I couldn’t just tell him that. He would never believe me after a decade of lingering over my betrayal. I needed toshowhim.
Reaching between us, I slid a finger through his dripping crack, probing at his entrance. “It’s not too late to change your mind, you know. I can stop if you want me to.”
He groaned, arching his hips in an attempt to work my fingertip deeper inside him. “Eric, I can’t think straight, and my balls feel like they’re about to explode. Trust me when I say it’s far too late.”
Just to torment him further, with my finger embedded in his hole, I licked the length of his cock, from root to tip. Jasper gave a muffled grunt, his shaft bobbing, and I paused to savor the bead of pre-cum that dripped from the slit, the flavor like nectar on my tongue.
He grappled with my shoulders, trying to drag me up his body. “Seriously, I don’t have the patience I had ten years ago. Get up here and fuck me already.”
“Shh,” I chided him, but I crawled up his body, dragging my torso along his dick to tease some friction, leaving a smear of pre-cum on my abs. “You have to keep quiet, remember?”
He narrowed his eyes at me, not in the mood for sass. Instead of scolding, though, he said, “You’re overdressed,” brow arched as he popped the button on my pants.
“I didn’t want you to think I was rushing you.”
“No, please! By all means, rush!” He tried to push my pants over my hips, but there was no way he could do it on his own like this.
I got up off the bed and shucked my pants, then tucked my thumbs into the waistband of my boxer briefs. Jasper’s eyes were laser focused on my bulge, and he sucked his bottom lip into his mouth and held his breath. I eased down the fabric slowly, my erection, long and thick and eager, bouncing.
