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“I’ll go first,” he said.
Cruz shrugged off his coat and tossed it to the ground. Beneath it, he wore a quarter-zip sweater and a pair of jeans.
I watched, frozen, as he lifted the sweater over his head and tossed it to the ground, then the T-shirt beneath. I took in his defined pecs and washboard abs and felt self-conscious of my own body. I didn’t have time for the gym. I worked ridiculously long hours and usually grabbed food on the go. That meant I didn’t always eat as healthy as I should. I loved my curves, but would a man like him be okay with them?
No, I couldn’t think like that. This wasn’t about impressing a man. This was about taking back my power. And in this case, my power was that I’d given this man an erection. That was clear when the jeans came down. Beneath his underwear was a clear bulge.
Did that mean he was big or small? I wasn’t sure. I was already prepared for my first time to hurt, and if he was larger than average, that might make it worse.
“Jump in when you’re ready,” he said.
And that was exactly what he did. He didn’t even remove his underwear. He climbed into the hot tub, dipping his head under the water and pushing it back off his face. Then he turned to me.
“I can look away if you’d like,” he said.
I should take him up on his offer. It would be a lot easier to remove my clothes if I didn’t feel scrutinized. But I wanted to prove something to myself. I wanted to shut down those voices that’d let other people control me for too long.
So, I shook my head and reached for my T-shirt, yanking it up over my head and tossing it onto his pile of clothes. I didn’t take my eyes off him as I unfastened my jeans and pushed them down.
And then I wore just a bra and panties. His eyes darkened as he watched me, and I knew he wasn’t judging my curves. In fact, he seemed to be appreciating them. From that, I could tell he liked what he saw. That had me standing a little straighter as I climbed into the hot water, letting the warmth soak into my skin.
Only then did I realize just how cold I’d been. Apparently, adrenaline had been keeping me from freezing out here.
“Now what?” I asked, settling against the opposite side of the tub.
It wasn’t huge, but there was too much space between us. I didn’t see a graceful move that would change that.
“Come here,” he said. “I want you on top of me. I want to watch you.”
His words went straight to my pussy. I wish he could see just how wet my panties had been before I jumped in. I wish he could know just what he was doing to me.
That thought pushed me forward, and then I was straddling him on the narrow bench on that side of the tub. I didn’t lower my mouth to his just yet, though. Instead, I looked down at him, savoring the lust in his expression. He wanted me. He wanted me more than any man ever had. Maybe even more than any man ever would.
And then his hands were on my sides, moving upward. I closed my eyes and lifted my head a little. Within seconds, I felthis mouth on my throat, trailing kisses over my collarbone. He then traced the line of my cleavage with his tongue.
When I lowered my head, he lifted his, and only then did I kiss him, our mouths fusing in a fury of pent-up passion. His hands unfastened the clasp on my bra and tugged it off.
That was when I realized this wasn’t about being powerful anymore. This was about two people getting pleasure from each other. This was what I’d been missing all along. For the first time, I worried that once it was over, I’d never be the same. Whatever happened, I wouldn’t walk away from here tonight the same woman I was.
Maybe that was for the best.
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CRUZ
Damn, this woman was hot. Beyond hot. She was a work of art. Every curve, every angle, every movement seemed to have been sculpted by an artist.
And tonight, she was mine. All mine.
I broke the kiss and lowered my mouth to her neck. She was at the perfect height for me to kiss my way down to her chest, and my mouth found her nipple. I ran my tongue over it, then sucked, groaning as her hips gyrated, moving along my cock in a way that threatened to drive me mad.
But I had to hold out. I’d be inside her soon, and that was when I’d let go.
As I moved to her other breast, my hand slid beneath the band of her panties, cupping her butt. She arched away from me, and I used that opportunity to move my hand between us.
But it wasn’t enough. I needed to lay her out on the bed and truly make love to her. Before I could say anything, though, she let out a sigh and my fingers reacted. I moved my hand beneath the band of her panties and inside her.
She gasped as I found her swollen clit, moving my finger over it. When I lifted my gaze, she was looking down at me, hereyes wide, like I was doing something to her she’d never before experienced.
