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My mind has been fucking blown, and I’m not alone in that department. The guys are fucking buzzing from our weekend, and only Viv is quiet, sleeping soundly with a full belly and the smooth motion of Vince’s big truck.
I straighten one of her little socks, and smile as Jason groans again. “Did that all seriously just happen?” he asks for the fourth time. “I thought we’d walk away from a hunting weekend at Ben’s with some game in the back, but we got a lot of fucking bonus shit, boys. Got ourselves a live porn show and a sperm-donor checklist. Where the hell did Ben find that woman?”
“Shefound him.” Daryl snorts. “Remember that woman he had, a while back? Solo mom? Had a daughter who was about nine or ten? Well, Maggie’s that girl, all grown up, with a fucking mind of her own and a love for Ben’s firm but fair hand.”
“Ohfuck. That’s who she is?” Jason mutters. “All grown up and milky as fuck. What the hell isthatkink, and why the fuck am I hard, just thinking about it?”
“Not the only one,” I mumble. I sigh and look out the window.
“If you liked it, then what’s up your ass about it?” Daryl asks. “Still pining for that long-lost woman from your one-night stand? She was all you could talk about, until you had Viv to gush over. She the kid’s mom? What was her name again?”
“Shelby,” Jason and Vince say in unison.
“That was a fake name,” I say quietly.
“No denial that she’s your baby mama, then? Are we ever going to meet her or learn her real fucking name?” Daryl asks, folding his arms over his chest. “Out of nowhere, you drop the news you had a surprise baby with some mystery woman, and then you demand we respect your privacy. But we’re your oldest, closest friends, and we don’t keep secrets. How fucking private do you need to be?”
I close my eyes. It’s time I admit to my shameful fucking behavior. “I’ve only told y’all the bare minimum about Viv’s mom, because I don’t want any of you assholes to even speak her name, let alone say a fucking thing about her.” I chew at my thumb nail and stare out at the countryside as the cab fills with silence.
Daryl whistles. “She’s right up under your skin, huh?”
I glance at Viv and then press my head to the cool window. “I’ve got itbad, guys,” I admit, banging my head against the glass a little. “This girl is amazing. For various reasons, I can’t be with her, but I want to be. So bad. And she’s the one who sparked a massive milky craving in me that I didn’t have words for, before this weekend. It’s not just alustthing, either. I think I fucking love her.”
Everyone falls silent.
Jason swivels around from his position riding shotgun. “You don’t fall in love.”
“I know,” I admit quietly.
He shakes his head. “Vince falls in love every fucking day, but youneverfall, Gun.”
“Hey,” Vince says, but Jason gives him a challenging stare, and he shrugs. “Often. Not every day.”
Jason concedes with a nod and turns back to me. “Spill your guts, bro. Who is she? Nobody’s going to run their mouth about her if you’re in love with the girl.”
“Her name isJem.” I heave another sigh. “It was meant to be a one-night stand with no strings attached, and I met her in a bar. She was young, so I tried to send her on her way, but she…” I shake my head and utter a soft groan. “She’s really something, and I couldn’t resist. I fucked her all night. Broke a condom and loved the fucking sight of her creamed pussy so much I fucked her again in her sleep without protection before I woke to find her gone.”
“You fucked her bare in hersleep?” Daryl growls. He seems upset as he looks me up and down. “Dude, that’s fucking dirty. I know you fucking listened to the lecture my mom gave us about consent.”
“I was given consent when she was awake,” I assure him. “She told me I could do whatever I wanted with her, no matter what state she was in, as long as I made it feel good, and I believe I did. She made all the right sounds, rocked closer, and rippled around my cock when I came inside her.”
“She does sound fucking special.” Jason gives a grunt of approval.
“The fucking-her-bare part was kind of nonconsensual,” I admit quietly. “But the previous condom had broken, guys. She was already full of my boys.” Stuck in the leg of my jeans, my cock swells and creeps further down my thigh. “I fucking loved it, too. Until I woke up without her. I tried to find her afterward, but she’d vanished. What I didn’t love, was finding her again —by accident— nearly a year later, with my fucking baby in her arms.”
The boys hiss andooh, like they understand the pain of that.
“She faked her name and her experience, and she’s still younger than what her ID said at the time.” I squeeze my eyes shut and confess all my sins. “She only just turned nineteen.”
The boys make a range of noises about that. They know Viv’s three months old, so theoh-shitlong whistle and the nervousho-ho-holaugh, after doing the math out loud, don’t make me feel any better about what I did.
“I know,” I say. “She was legal, but only barely. Safe by a few fucking days, but it’s just as bad. Actually, it’s worse, because now I know the truth, and I still fucking want her. She’s so pretty and smart and funny and filthy and just… solid — you know? She knows what she wants, and she goes out and gets it. She’s a greatlittle mama, and I…God, I want to suck her milky tits, and then fuck her hard over a log or something.”
“Ben’s Maggie is only nineteen, so it’s not like you’re the only guy getting freaky with someone half your age. And that girl knows her fucking mind too. Maybe the young ones are smarter and more confident than we were at that age.” Jason chuckles and cranes his head, to look at Viv. “You want to make more of these little screamers with thisJem?” he asks me.
“Yeah. I can’t, though. She’s too young to be saddled with all the kids I’d want to grow on her. She doesn’t want me. Even if she did, I promised her dad I wouldn’t fucking touch her. That made her pretty angry. She basically said that we’re stupid men, and it’s only her business who she fucks, which is true enough. But I’m an idiot with an ego, so when she said she could get plenty of casual dick elsewhere, I told her I was seeing someone else. That pissed her off even more, but it turns out, I may need the extra layer of protection her hatred gives me, to keep me from being weak and pursuing her, because I really,reallywant to fuck her, man. And not once. Like, forever, and shit.”
I push my fingers into my hair and lower my head to my hands. “And now I have to tell her that I let Viv suck on someone else’s tits. I’m going to have to ask her about providing sperm for Ben and Maggie’s baby, too. I feel like I need permission.”
