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A quick succession of two more had tears rolling down my cheeks.
“You have to stop,” I breathed out, pushing against him. Stop? No, I didn’t want this moment to ever end. It would be all I had left when I returned home. If I got to go home.
“I will not. Such pretty lingerie,” he said, changing the subject. “How much did he get to see of it?”
“That’s none of your business,” I sobbed, a moan slipping out as his teeth grazed my neck.
Zain’s hand fitted over my bra, giving my breast a good squeeze. “Answer. Did you take off your dress for him? Show him what I spent months worshipping? Years, even.” The warmth of his fingertips pushed past the black lace and teased over my nipple. At the pinch, I couldn’t stop my gasp. My legs crossed while my pussy begged for attention.
“I didn’t take off my dress. Now, please.” Fighting the lust was unbearable when all I wanted to do was throw myself at him.
“So, he just touched you. Briefly.”
A groan mixed with an internal cry, so full of pain, released and I couldn’t stop it. “Yes, briefly.”
Zain’s face buried further into my neck and moved up into the hair just above my ear. “I’m so disappointed in you, slave. I can’t blame you for wanting to begin to live again, but fuck, it hurts so badly. Can you feel what I do? The pain, here,” he said, moving his hand to rest over my heart. “From the whimpering, I know you can. It hurts you just as much as it hurts me. Let’s stop this agony we’re both in. Submit to me. Love me even more than you used to. We could be so happy together.”
Oh, how I wanted it. It was the words surrounding almost every dream I’d had of him. We’d make love and he’d whisper his devotion to only me.
“Lilian,” he said, lowly.
At my silence, his fingertips lowered, tracing down my stomach and not stopping until the light touch brushed over my slit. Need had me instantly moving forward to apply more pressure against my clit. Stinging on my lip told me I’d bit it too hard, but I couldn’t control myself anymore.
My fingers bent, wanting to claw into the glass. Realization washed over me at seeing I’d kept them there this whole time. God, I was his slave. Even, subconsciously. Where was my fight? My control?
“Spread your legs wider for me, baby.”
And here I was, obeying. Shame made my cheeks burn, yet I opened wider for him.
“Now….breathe.”
Two fingers surged into my pussy and my guttural moan echoed through the large space. Deep they thrust, spreading me wide, sending a slight sting to the one place I’d all but forbidden myself to touch since I’d left him.
“This pussy is mine and gets treated how I deem appropriate, correct?”
I bit my lip even harder to hold in the continuous sounds of pleasure he was evoking.
“Answer. Am I correct?”
“Yes,” I said, rushing, only to correct myself. “No. We can’t keep doing this.”
“Wrong. And for your refusal to acknowledge the truth, I believe my pussy will have to face the consequences.”
A slap over my clit left me lurching forward toward the glass. My bedroom light was off now. Almost all the lights were, but I barely cared to look as his fingers rubbed circles over the top of my slit. Fast. Rough. Slap!
“Fuck.” That one word was all I could get out in my attempt to hold in a million other things that wanted to be said. Begging, for one. I was so close to pleading for him to fuck me faster with his fingers. To drive them deep and mercilessly into my pussy. Each swift thrust had me literally clawing at the window and I was already so close to coming. At the hand that wrapped around my waist, arching my hips, I nearly did.
“You not saying your pussy is mine in this moment doesn’t matter to me, slave. You will be saying it before the night is over with. You watch and see. For now…you’re mine, regardless.”
The sound of his belt coming undone gave me a moment to pull my thoughts together. I shouldn’t be doing this. Not because I knew it was wrong or that he wasn’t going to wear protection. I was safe from pregnancy and would bet my life he hadn’t been unfaithful to me once, but what we were doing was only going to make things worse. Was going to—
The head of his cock pushed against my opening, wiping all thoughts from my mind. My eyes closed, and I pushed back, savoring his thickness while it inched inside, stretching me wide.
“God…dammit. You feel so good.”
His fingers wove into my hair, pulling back, and making me arch even more. The city lights were but a fog as the side of my face was pushed against the glass before he drove all the way in.
“Zain. I…”
