Page 36 of Ruthless Desire


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I loved when Chase said things like that. It made me believe we could have a future together.

“From now on, I won’t leave unless you and I are together,” I said, as I kissed his cheek. “I only have a few more classes to finish, then I’m done with school. We can stay here or go wherever you want.”

“I don’t know,” Chase said. “I haven’t really thought about leaving here. Maybe we should think about staying here for a while and then moving somewhere calmer once we have kids.”

Kids. The thought of having a family had once terrified me, but now, it excited me. My heart melted as I thought about what my and Chase’s kids would look like.

“You want to have kids with me?” I asked.

Nodding, Chase’s smile only grew wider. “Of course, I do. I never wanted to get married or have kids until I met you. Now, I can’t imagine not having you in my life or having a few kids that share our looks and our love,” Chase finished.

“I never wanted that kind of a life before…” I couldn’t finish my thought because my eyes welled up with tears. Chase had saved me and brought me back to life again. I loved this man more than anything.

“It’s okay,” Chase offered, as he kissed my nose. “I didn’t want it either. But we have each other now. You’re mine. Forever.”

“Forever,” I repeated, as I wiped away my tears.

Lifting me, Chase carefully walked us over to his bed where he laid us down together.

Lifting my shirt with one hand, Chase gently massaged one of my breasts with the other. Smiling, I leaned down to watch him take what was his. He licked his tongue down my stomach as his hands roamed every inch of my body. My heavy breathing hitched as I arched my back for more of his touch. Tingles raced down my body, and a slight moan escaped my lips as I felt his hands traveling between my legs. My hot wetness made him smile as he traced my breasts with his tongue, teasing my nipples with his slow movements.

“Tell me you want me,” Chase demanded, as he looked up at me.

“I want you, Chase,” I breathed.

“That’s my girl,” Chase growled. “I swear, the buildup of getting to pleasure you, but having to wait to fuck you, is so hot.”

I almost begged him to just go ahead and take me, the want and need I had for him becoming more than I could handle. My virginity was the last piece of myself I had left to control, and I knew eventually, Chase would have that too. I felt him separate my legs as his mouth headed to my now throbbing thighs. As Chase pleasured me in ways that made my mind explode, I threwmy head back and allowed him to have his way with me. I never feared he would venture further than what I wanted. Chase knew my body. He knew I would give myself to him fully when I was ready.

His patience for me made my love for him skyrocket out of this world.

We fell asleep that night tangled in each other’s arms with an overwhelming feeling of contentment, knowing that we were both finally happy and saved.

With Christmas swiftly approaching, Chase and I decided to go hunting for a Christmas tree. Vegas was lit up with bright lights of red and whites with Santa faces and reindeer gracing the windows of the famous casinos, shops, and restaurants. Christmas music blared from the speakers wherever you went and for the first time in my life, I was excited about the holiday. As a child, I never celebrated Christmas with my parents. They had a tree that they decorated, but Santa never came to visit me, and I didn’t get to do all of the traditions most children enjoyed with their families. Somehow though, I knew that was all about to change.

“What about this one?” Chase asked, as he pointed to a large fake tree standing in the aisle of the department store.

“Don’t you think it’s too big?” I asked.

“No, I’ve never had a Christmas tree before and neither have you. We’re going big this year baby!” Chase yelled out, as he pumped his fist in the air.

Laughing, I smiled and gave in. “Fine, we’ll get that tree.”

We began walking down the aisles full of decorations as we piled our shopping cart full of colorful ornaments and lights to adorn our tree with.

After spending an excessive amount of money, Chase and I loaded his SUV with our bags and drove back to the hotel. We spent the rest of the night decorating our tree and making my room as festive as possible.

Once we were done, we sat back and turned on the television to watch some Christmas movies.

“One day, I want to make sugar cookies with our kids while we watch Christmas movies with our kids,” Chase sighed, as he watched the lights on the tree twinkle against the darkness of the room.

“That sounds wonderful,” I said, as I snuggled deeper into his arms.

“I know it’s not Christmas yet, but I wanted to give you a gift now,” Chase said.

Jumping up, he ran out of my room and returned minutes later. I was still sitting on the bed, unsure of what to say. I had bought him a new wallet with his name initialed on it, because that was all I could afford. Now, as he stood before me with a large bag, I felt guilty.

“Chase, I told you not to get me anything,” I said.

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