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She’s silent for so long, her fiery expression making it almost impossible to know if she’s going to give in or keep playing this game that robs us both of our pleasure and draws it out at the same time.
“I’m yours.” She finally says the words, but it’s more of a moan than anything else. “I’m yours, and you’re mine. And I’ll destroy anyone who tries to take you from me. But I swear to God, Cole, if you do not fuck me right now, I am going to lose my mind and when I take what you’re not giving me, one of us is going to get hurt.”
“Casper.” The threat in my words is a dark promise of the pleasure I’m going to give her.
“Don’t worry,” she promises me. “I won’t hurt you too badly.”
With that, she pulls her hands out of my grip and wraps those fingers I love so much around my cock. With barely any effort, she guides me right to her entrance, and we’re both lost.
She’s writhing as soon as I thrust all the way inside her core. I feel her tighten around me in a rhythm that no one else will ever know and I keep moving. I can’t stop, partly because I’m not sure I would survive, but mostly because Casper has her legs wrapped around my waist and is urging me to continue.
“More,” she gasps between thrusts. “More.”
When I feel her body tighten around me again a few moments later, I can’t hold back anymore.
What started as a sort of chaotic rhythm is completely erratic and my balls tighten almost painfully.
“Eyes on me.”
Damn. Those words coming from her lips are the hottest thing I’ve ever heard in my entire life. I look her straight in the eye. Her face is flushed with the passion between us.
“I love you, Cole Morgan.”
The last of my willpower vanishes into smoke and my world shatters like a bomb detonating in my head. The orgasm tears through me, leaving nothing in its wake. When it’s over and I can finally breathe again, Casper is just as spent as I am.
“Worth it.” She smiles up at me. “With you, it’s always worth it.”
“What?” I kiss her gently before pulling out of her body and moving so that I can pull her into my arms. “Being a brat?”
Her hand slapping my chest sounds a hell of a lot worse than it feels, because right about now, I’m still on an adrenaline high.
“Asshole. But yes. I love to make you work for it.”
“You love to sit on edge and ride my face. And the orgasms I give you.”
“You’re so cocky, Cole. You know that, right?”
“Absolutely.”
When she turns her face into my neck and kisses my pulse, I can feel her withdraw into herself.
The shift is palpable, and all the work I did to distract her from the news we got is gone in an instant.
Yes, I will always love the way her body reacts to mine, and I’ll give Casper my still-beating heart out of my chest if she needs it. But right now, I can’t give her anything to stop the emotional torment that must be coursing through her.
The deep, almost cathartic breathing is the only indication I have that she hasn’t fallen asleep on my chest. “We lost one of the babies,” she finally whispers.
“I know.” My fingers caress the skin on her arm as I offer her the only thing I can. Myself.
“I don’t know why I still had hope that we’d get to keep both of them.”
“Because you’re their mother, and no matter what the doctors say or what anyone has to say or think, you’re going to be a mother first. Logic can go fuck itself in the face of a mother’s love.” I don’t tell her that my heart broke right along with hers when they only found one heartbeat on the ultrasound and only one baby in the sonogram images they gave us. I don’t need to add my pain to hers.
I can carry her grief.
We stay that way, wrapped in each other’s arms, mourning our loss and comforting each other until the light shining through our window fades into the sunset and the glow of the streetlights shine bright.
“You know what?” Casper finally sits up and grabs my shirt, slipping it over her head. “That just means that Cassie has a baby to take care of for us.”
