Page 56 of White Noise


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“Can I come and see you?”

“You don’t have to. You get to see me naked every night anyway.”

“Yeah. Not the same. I want to come, to support you. I’d love to, actually.”

“Maybe?” He rubbed his nose against my top again, tugged at the fabric until it was shoved up under my chin and then danced his fingers across my chest.

“I scrolled through some of my social media on the train. Pissed me right off. If you ever feel like things are going right, all you need to do is open bloody Twitter, and in seconds, your head feels like it’s going to explode.”

I may have loved that he was here, but there was a massive warmth spreading through my body. All because he was talking to me. Really talking.

“What pissed you off today then?” I wasn’t being flippant about his words. I just didn’t want to pry into things that he may not want to tell me. But as I was figuring out, Con had a lot to say.

“The usual. Firstly, half of the people on there think they’re my mum. I already have a mother, thank you very much. The other half are pretending to be the fandom-police and educating the world about not sexualising characters on TV. Do they really, honestly think I care? It’s a bloody acting gig! Next thing these people are reading dirty fanfiction and getting off to cartoon porn.”

“And you read all this?”

“I don’t read fanfiction,” he said quietly. “I may have looked at some of the cartoon stuff. Kind of funny.”

“Christ.” I sighed.

“Yeah. And then I get all the vitriol from people who think I’m straight and hate on me because I haven’t declared to the world that probably I like a bit of dick as much as the next person. I’m a grown-up. Who the hell comes out with those kinds of things in interviews anyway?”

“Nobody. And as you said, you’re an adult. It doesn’t matter. All that matters is that you’re here. With me.”

He looked up, and his smile was infectious. And a little naughty.

“Matt?” He said it slowly with a long ‘a’.

“Yes?” He was definitely up to something.

I loved how he looked at me. How his face softened, a small smile forming on his lips.

“Would you mind if I…got you off?”

I choked on my breath, stuttered out a few syllables. He laughed.

“I just want to try. See if I can do the stuff you did to me. If I…hang on.”

My top was yanked over my head and hurled across the room as he turned me around and settled in, spooning me as he tugged my pyjama bottoms down, his fingers circling my dick.

“You have such a gorgeous dick. You’re just…bloody perfect. I love your body. I love your face. And most of all, you kiss like…I dunno. You. That’s what I said to Mum. I told her I’d taken one look at you, and that had been it. That face of yours, and…yeah. That’s why I was trying to get you to come out for a meal. Because you were…you were just so…totally…”

He leaned over. Kissed the breath out of me.

“Pretty. Irresistible. And you make me laugh. You only have to be here and I feel so much better. About everything.”

“You can always talk to me,” I said, shivering as his lips latched onto my neck. He worked his way back up, leaving little soft kisses on my jaw.

“I’ve never had…someone like this. Never met anyone I wanted to… Someone I wanted to do all these things with.”

“What things?” I tried to sound innocent, but my voice was all breathy. It didn’t help that he was stroking my dick. Gentle movements, up and down, making my body shiver.

“I can do the front stuff. But I want to do the…back stuff as well.”

“Back stuff?” I had to. Even if it was mean. I twisted a little so I could kiss his mouth. “You can do back stuff.”

“I don’t know how. It’s one thing humping someone on set. In reality? I don’t want to hurt you.”

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