You’ve left me.
7:30 p.m.
Please message me, Seb. Even if it’s just to tell me that you’re okay.
Not knowing is killing me.
19th Nov 2:00 a.m.
Another night when I can’t sleep.
I decided to some crochet and got my light-up hook out. Then I was crying too much so I gave up.
I miss you.
8:00 a.m.
I should probably stop messaging you so much.
I can’t help it though.
You’re all I can think about.
11:53 a.m.
I love you.
5:06 p.m.
Riley and Ethan are coming over to keep me company.
Everyone is treating me like I’m bereaved or something.
Makes sense though. I feel like I’ve lost part of myself. Like part of me has died.
11:30 p.m.
Riley kept trying to make me laugh, but I think I’ve forgotten how.
I wish I could see your face.
We didn’t take any photos together. Do you know that?
Not that it matters.
I can’t forget your face even if I wanted to.
I don’t want to. I don’t want to forget a second of our time together.
20th Nov 7:45 a.m.
I’m waiting for the bus to uni. Wanna come and give me a lift instead?
8:00 a.m.
Guess not.
4:45 p.m.